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Its a lil over 2 weeks since my husband moved out. I feel so much peace inside my heart. I get lonely, but i was lonely when he was here. I get sad because it didn't work out between us, but i got sad when he was here and was drunk. I get nervous about my future and what it may hold for me, but i got nervous about what my future with him would be like if we stayed together.
But this feeling inside me is incredible. This feeling is progress, this feeling is hope, this feeling is joy, this feeling is peace. Lonelyness, sadness, nervousness and touch bring me down. I will not be defeated! How awesome is that?
I'm with you on the good feeling tonight. I feel it too. It's not like I don't have any worries, I do. But I don't care about them much, I think they will take care of themselves. Keep up the good work.
That put a smile on my face. In time you will come to learn the difference between being alone and being lonely. I have had to relearn that lesson this uear too after the loss of my beloved Tim. I do remember years ago when I asked him to leave because his drinking was getting really bad. The lack of chaos in the house was wonderful. It was the hardest thing I ever had to do, yet the most empowering. I finally slept soundly for the first time in years. Enjoy your serenity. Thanks for the words of hope. Many will benefit from it. Love and blessings to you and your family.
Live strong, Karilynn & Pipers Kitty
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