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Jennifer


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Higher Power

I hunbly accept and admit to my addiction to attempting to fix other broken people for the comfort, rush .. high I get from it. I humbly accept and admit I use this as a way of avoiding taking care of myself. I humbly accept and admit I ignored every gut inscint, signs from you and let my tools lay unused locked in a toolbox I dropped somewhere.

My life has become unmanagable and unbearable again. I humbly ask for your help in finding forgiveness for myself. I humbly ask your help in removing this negative presence from my life. I humbly ask your help in restoring the peace and serenity I had just a short time ago.

I thank you for the past that I once wanted to blame you for. I thank you for giving me this knowledge and strength. I thank you for the times you have carried me. I thank you for giving me hope.



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Jerry F


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I don't think you'll refuse me if I use that prayer myself.   (((((hugs))))) smile

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Mariner


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Oh (((Jennifer)))

You have no idea how much I needed to hear that today.

 

Thank you, Thank you, Thank you

Carol 



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sterling7


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Thank you very much for sharing this. I am finding it most difficult to give my thoughts/feelings/worries/struggles over to HP. Your prayer is an excellent model for doing that.

Thanks.

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debilyn


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Jen the one thing I find that makes me lose my serenity is not having faith, worrying. Hp is always there.

You have always showed to me to be a kind person, honest too. Plus you have a lot of trials in your life.

Forgive yourself, no one has it all down uno?

Your post was very touching. Sending you hugs and love,debilyn who also is sending the big fur face a kiss

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