My nephew's baby was actually born!  He was trying to mess with his mother or something.  She told me what she knew about her son's experiences with having his baby with his girlfriend --he is a very sick boy.  Yeah, a boy.  He is almost 20 & maturity wise he is just a child.
So, anyway, no worries about feeling guilty about the baby dying.  but we still don't know the sex of the baby.  Also, my nephew's girlfriend supposedly didn't make it either. Come to find out, she was fine.  Talk about insane but I have to remember he is in my family!
/Actually his behavior makes me feel very normal.  I have never heard anyone tell such an awful lie that affects my sister about her own grandchild.
So, anyway, other than that my life is pretty normal for me.  I am still struggling with the fact that I will never be a mother.  Sometimes I feel that maybe having a child would give me more of a purpose in life.  I don't know too much but I know that you can't expect a child to fulfill you completely.  Me personally would like to join the Mommy's club.
Enough out of me!  I am sorry that I flubbed up with the daily reading, too.  Next time I won't quote it!
Take care
Kathleen