The material presented
here is not Al-Anon Conference Approved Literature. It is a method
to exchange
information, ideas, feelings, problems and solutions on a personal
level.
Just so tired and so struggling. Utterly exhausted and feel so wiped out. Why is life such a burden at times? (Rhetorical question, that is not expecting answers.)
Letting go of it all...it is just too much for me...and hoping that God will pick it all up and carry it and sort it for me. Think that is the only bit I am capable of doing right now, letting go.
Suzannah
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Out of the ruin of my past I have found the fortress of myself and I know how to defend it.
Strive for WISDOM; Seek SERENITY; NEVER compromise your INTEGRITY.
(((((((Suzannah)))))) I am right here beside you and can understand some of what you must be feeling right now. I wish I could offer more support, but I've been leaning on everyone here for days now. Just know that you are not alone....... Keep it simple Shelly
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Put down the magnifying glass and pick up the mirror!
Just sending out prayers and good thougths for comfort and peace for you!
Hate that you are struggling today!
YOU TOO Shelly -
When I have those days - it has been suggested to me by others in recovery that those are the days that I should really throw myself into recovery and self-care.
So please try to do something HEALTHY and Recovery oriented for YOU today - REMEMBER - You deserve it!!
HUGS, Rita
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No matter what me and my God are going to be ok, even better than OK -
this will pass. tomorrow can be better. the next hour can be better. letting go is key. each time i ask my HP to take on my burden, HP does. even though i have a really vague (yet growing more defined) belief in my HP.
we feel what you feel, too. you are both SO worth recovery, peace and joy.
Awesome Suzannah. Letting go is the tap root of recovery...Letting God is the promise that you'll grow larger than your desires. Relax...its okay to relax. You've gone past your sufferings many times before. Measure the low points with the high ones.
My friend you are an angel. Sharing even when your exhausted to me is an example of HP working through you.
Your post is like a beacon of light to me and makes me realise I'm not alone and neither are you. I have been asking my HP to help me, I cant do anything myself at the moment. I'm so low I feel almost transparent.
Let go and let God. Rest easy in the knowledge that you are cared for always.
((((Suzannah))))......Thanks for sharing...it helps all of us who are struggling today...if you can rise from your struggle to post then you inspire me to rise from mine to respond.
....Love and ((((hugs))))