The material presented
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information, ideas, feelings, problems and solutions on a personal
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First I want to thank each of you who read and responded to my post from yesterday. I'm happy to report that I did not snoop at all! Today the urge is still there just a little, not nearly as consuming as yesterday.
The program and the people in it have given me much strength and carried me sooo many times, like yesterday. And I am learning that IF I use the tools and work the program I can prevent further hurt to myself. Yesterday I emailed my new sponsor (since calling was not possible at the time) and another person from my home group then came her and posted, and then did NOTHING. I waited and was still....and things happened exactly as they were supposed to....I made it through with much needed help and today am stronger for it.
Each day is a gift, and many times struggles will be presented to me and I intend to keep working my program and taking care of me to the best of my ability and surviving each and every storm.
Thanks for being there and thanks for letting me share... shelly
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Put down the magnifying glass and pick up the mirror!
OOh Shelly, read your last post, so glad you resisted. Not insanity, I did it on facebook and got blow torched!!!! There was a nubile argentinian "pole dancer" on his facebook, It caused me such pain and I knew he was moving on from our marriage completely and she was gorgeous. Made me literally sick for days/weeks, I still think about it and im sure she is long gone. I removed myself from facebook and will never ever look for anything about him again. That was just weeks after our marriage ended, I have been NO CONTACT since, including my sister in law sadly, but Im in high self defence mode, its the only way to be. Keep being strong. Hugs Lilly x
