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Went down to the horses to check water and give scritchees. Picked up the piece of flat messed up hose that "somebody" Left acrossed the road all two weeks....
As I walked back one of those garden truck things, not very tall six wheels with a bed in back to put stuff in was coming. I went in my gate and turned around to say hi.
Gads this guy is soooo handsome, has his dog in back. He stops to ask me if he can ask me a question, I said,"no." haha then I said of course. He wanted to know why there was a hose in the ditch. I told him to take across to water my horses. Ok he gets it with this beautiful huge smile.
I say, "you are so handsome and friendly, I love your dog, please come on over and I will make you a vegie burger, then you can kiss me for dessert." hahaha
right, here i am just up, still in what I fell asleep in at three pm yesterday as I was exausted from shearing and wrestling with Jack my Jacobs sheep. grey mens baggy stretch shorts, a too big tank top that was too low, boobs were too, old clompy slip on shoes as the puppies took off with my other sandal.
OH gads I just realized I probably smelled like sheep too! Come in, look in the mirror, still have my red stone sparkly drop earrings on, top was lilac, turquoise bracelets and a purple amythist ring. My hair was standing straight up on one side as I had it partly pulled up in to this twish, then the loose hair was all insane flying all over like a bristle pad.
OMG where is my horse to stand behind?
I honesly dress nice a lot of the time! smell good too, really!
just sharing a joke on me haha love,debilyn still in the same condition needing to change to go to town. for a date with walmart to get feed and food what else?
-- Edited by debilyn on Wednesday 8th of July 2009 07:08:53 PM
Deb you have so many funny experiences. I love it. Be thankful, at least you were not backing out from under the house like a few weeks ago. No, I'm not going to let you forget that day. I still have the picture somewhere ----------------------------------in my mind. LOL
I love your post and so know the feeling, if I see anything handsome these days, I.m drooling like a ninety nine year old with nothing to lose, I catch sight of my backside of the mirror and as I was telling friend today, am quite critical, until I realise oh hey thats my backside there and it is that large, and as I have been doing the house, the shed and the back and generally catching up, body odor has been a problem,my own I'm afraid, still we're certainly living on planet earth
I'm far too afraid to even begin thinking about a relationship. The last one about killed me and my dogs too. I'm glad you have the energy and sassiness to do it.
I was chatted up by a 35 year old today and felt like I had all to live for again. It made me realise how unprepared for life I was back then. I am much more together...or is it that I just don't worry as much now. He called me intriguing and thought I would be fun to be around...and educated and joyful...WHAT...now that is NOT ME...so I do not know who HE was talking to. Okay, I am joyful (most of the time 'cos I always see the funny side of things others are so serious about) and I am educated (well read that is) but INTRIGUING? Never been described as that before. And even when I told him I had a son his age he laughed and did not believe me. And never an inuendo or a bad word like my X used to fed on all of the time to make me uncomfortable.
Perhaps it is that I am able to talk more freely and my knowledge gives me the confidence not to let these spunky youngsters intimidate me like my peers used to do.
Ho hum... but hey, it reminded me that I am still alive and I have feelings too, and love fun and company and laughter without it being at a price.
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Out of the ruin of my past I have found the fortress of myself and I know how to defend it.
Strive for WISDOM; Seek SERENITY; NEVER compromise your INTEGRITY.
I'm living in a very small town now. We live right downtown on Main Street. I sometimes forget to look in the mirror before I take the dogs out to do their business. That's always the time I run into someone out there. When I come back inside and look in the mirror, I'm sometimes horrified by my messy hair, smudgy eyeliner and mascara, etc. But, there are so many kooky characters downtown, I'm sure I just blend in!
Love your stories!!
artygirl.
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Deblyn, you are gorgeous!!! I can just see you. Sounds like something out of a movie. YOu are the real thing woman. Aussies would say you were "True Blue" Silverbrumby
Left acrossed the road all two weeks....
Ness
