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Thanks everyone for reading/responding to my post. Yesterday was truly a rough day and I really did not think that it would be....
Today is a new day though, and though there is still a huge sadness where there once was hurt, I am going to get through it. It just sucks ya know? It's been almost 8 months, of course when I think about it it really hasn't.......I mean EXABF and I went out again in March and I thought we were going to try, and we have been in contact back and forth via emails since then......
So in reality it has only been a week yesterday that I finally found the underlying strength to walk away, and severe that last bit of contact, from someone I still cared for-even though I know he doesn't deserve it now. I decided to start caring for myself a little more, because I DO deserve it.
It's just hard........all the emotions I thought had run their course......I did the sadness, the anger, the hate, the pity, the hurt,and now just when I thought I was done I find myself feeling sadder than I thought possible.......
This too shall pass........I trust it will
thanks for listening to me babble....... shelly
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Put down the magnifying glass and pick up the mirror!
It is so nice of you to post and let us know how you are doing, even if you aren't where you would like to be and are sadder than you expected.
Sometimes when we are going through something it is really, really hard, but then eventually we come out on the other side and there is such a sense of relief.
Bless your heart. Love the Froggy.
Temple
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It's easy to be graceful until someone steals your cornbread. --Gray Charles
