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Well, after another day of the drama that ensues with drinking, I have finally reached my limit. I'm DONE. I can't do this any more. I just can't take the repetitive lecture, innuendo and outright insults to me, my character and my background any longer.
I called a trusted friend who has 15+ years of active AA recovery and asked if he'd be willing to do some 12th step work. He knows my AH very well and has been watching his disease progress over the past several years. He also said he'd been waiting for my call. So - I'm going to meet with him and his wife (who is a counselor and also knows my AH very well) in a couple of days and talk about options.
My plan B at this point is to file for divorce, but we'll see what happens after my meeting.
Please keep me in your thoughts and prayers.
bg
-- Edited by blender_girl on Tuesday 23rd of June 2009 03:17:11 PM
I just cant take the repetitive lecture, innuendo and outright insults to me, my character and my background any longer.
Understand completely blender_girl, been there lately myself. I told my AH I was going to file for divorce about a month ago and he reeled me back in somehow (where did my boundaries go?) Now a month later he had some friends tell him they had seen me with another man, and he believes them (or he is making this up to test me, I don't know which) but it is a game and I am through playing games. It's time to draw up the boundaries again and go talk to that lawyer of mine.
Your's in Recovery, Overcome (formerly Java)
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