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Storm is over and I am thinking.....NO!!! I am not gonna let the #$%$#$% win!!!!! I am gonna take the self critic/sabateur to the "court of recovery" and make her PROVE to me that i am stupid, dumb, mess up, etc.......I am gonna put this stinking self critic on the stand in the "court of recovery" and make her PROVE IT!!!
She CANT.......I am gonna figure out SOME way to club this negativity towards myself OUT of my life.....So MORE step work and listening to my HP after I pray and surrender this....as many times as I need to I am "GIVING it OVER".....
the beast is dead...He is NOT a part of my life now.......I got some good ideas from you guys.....I appreciate it....
I do feel better as I am taking my eyes off the problem and focusing, instead, on the SOLUTION!!!!
Wanna know where the SOLUTION for me was? It was the reflection in the mirror staring right back at me. It was when the reflection was unrecognizable to me that I realized I had to make some changes. I didn't like what I saw. And what I saw was the way I was feeling inside. So now...I look in the mirror and ask myself, "are you doing the best you can to take care of you today?" and if i answer no, then I give it to HP and pray the serenity prayer or the our father. And normally HP gives me the umph I need.
Wanna know where the SOLUTION for me was? It was the reflection in the mirror staring right back at me. It was when the reflection was unrecognizable to me that I realized I had to make some changes. I didn't like what I saw. And what I saw was the way I was feeling inside. So now...I look in the mirror and ask myself, "are you doing the best you can to take care of you today?" and if i answer no, then I give it to HP and pray the serenity prayer or the our father. And normally HP gives me the umph I need.
Take care, Tonya
hey Tonya, you are sooo right about the "S" prayer and the our father....I just had my rosary out prayin.....I do feel better.....HP is in charge and I just gave this love/hate battle with me on me over to my GOD!!!!!! I like that looking in the mirror and asking me "are you doing best you can to take care of you today??".......i am gonna do that....that makes me accountable for me and my treatment of me......yea, I like that........I am gettin some great esh here.....Thanks
