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Well.. Bit of an Odd Day... Had a good day volunteering at the school... No Drama per say... Which was... Got back to the office, and started reading some of my Daily's... "Really Working Hard :)" Well I have been studing up on "Exceptance"... For I have been excepting my responsibility to my Deseased Afather Estate... And Now I just have to remind myself on a daily basis that... I will do what I have to do, I will mow what I have to mow, I will clean what I have to clean, I will get the mail, what ever it takes, and when the time is right... I will except that it is time to LET IT GO!!!!
Sooo Today, my boy gets home we are going over homework and what not, and he tells me there is a van in the drive...
I wait to see who it is for I don't know the car... Well in comes a lady and say.. "I hear you have a trailer you want to get rid of" Well I think I wanted to kiss her... LOL... Well me being the "This can't be happening to me kinda person"... I said, "Yeah... It isn't in the best of shape, and it needs some work, and My father lived in it, and so on and so on" almost like I am trying to talk her out of it...lol... Like I want that to happen... SOOO I Shut up!!! And Excepted the fact that "This could really be happening".... TO ME....
Well we agreed to meet at Dads, so...I go up, and they got there first, and were this is there are 4 trailers, and one is empty waiting on its new owner, and Dad's is empty, well they went right to the other one... My Heart Sunk...lol... Well I called them back, and to my surprise...The lady Loved it... I could tell she didn't have much, so It made me feel pretty good when she looked at me and said "How Much You Want For It?" I looked at her and said... NOTHING... If you take it off my hands and out of my mind... NOTHING :) You can have the washer and dryer, the stove, the dishwasher, the oil tank the gas tank...lol... You should have seen her EYES...lol... Priceless....
So she is going to speak to the Land owners, and see if THEY Will let her keep it there, Not Me... HER....and she said IF NOT... She has a place she can move it too, but would rather if she could keep it there, because her daughter works right up the street... SO YEAH!!!!!
I know... Nothing is in Stone... But ya know what... I feel like Jesus himself just come down and picked that trailer OFF MY BACK, and I can Breathe AGAIN :) I want to jump for joy I am so dang excited...
Of Course now that they want it I HAVE TOO go get the rest of Dads things out... BUT... THEY WANT IT :) I WILL BE DONE :) and I think the BEST part... I am NOT Related to the person that wants it...Don't know them...Just know that they are giving me a WONDERFUL Rest of my Week... No Matter what :) Progress Not Profection :)
Sorry I was so Excited I had to tell everyone :) TODAY IS A GOOOOODDDDD DAY!
Working it... ONE DAY AT A TIME :) One Step Closer to get MY LIFE BACK
awwww Jozie, you just keep CLAIMING your good....SEE it...SMELL it...EXPERIENCE it in your head and that is powerful energy to send out......Say "I am loved...I am WORTH it...I am a magnet for God's love and abundance for me".......
Good for you....and yea, sometimes its like we are afraid of our good and subconsciously sabotage it....You caught it and you took care of it...GREAT job!!!!
What a wonderful solution to the trailor problem . A needy person (not family) who wants and will appreciate the place. A solution only only HP could have organized.
One Step Closer to get MY LIFE BACK 
