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Driving home yesterday, as I was passing the place the EXABF always dropped his truck off for service (it's close to my part of town), a thought crossed my mind and I wondered if he'd ever think about me when he had to come this way again to have his truck serviced.
Got up this am and there in my INBOX was a message from EXABF.....subject line-"just thinking about you" and I had to smile in spite of myself. He wrote......"was driving up to Timbrook to get the truck worked on and thought about you. Hope you are feeling better-Have a nice weekend". Twisted irony in life sometimes isn't there?
I'm ok though, it caught me off guard, and brought up a lot of old feelings but I'm not going crazy-YET:), not obsessing-YET:)-just kinda here, wondering AGAIN why this all has to be so hard, and WHY HP let's EXABF pop back into my life when I start to feel grounded.
Any ESH would be appreciated....
thanks for letting me share shelly
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Put down the magnifying glass and pick up the mirror!
I don't read emails from toxic people. I can set a filter for the emails to go directly to the trash. Now that I have new software that was required for a college computer class, I have the option of completely blocking the sender!
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"If a dog will not come to you after having looked you in the face, you should go home and examine your conscience." - Woodrow Wilson
Just wanted to let you know that you were being heard. I do believe our HP works in mysterious ways and there is a reason for everything, even though sometimes no matter how hard we look we can't see it.
I have noticed this in program ~ the second I realize something, an opportunity arise in which I need to prove myself. Like a test or an opportunity for growth. We take our lessons and then we get a practical application in which we can practise or excersize our new knowledge.
That's exactly how I see it now ~ an opportunity to use what I've learned, so that I can know it works. I mean, if we never used (practised) this stuff - new tools, ways to cope - we wouldnt really be learning anything. This way, we strengthen what we've newly learned.
Hope that makes sense.
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I believe in Universal laws. The law of attraction is one of them. This sounds like a perfect example. I also agree with kitty in that we are to use these instances of synchronicity for growth. As far as HP "letting XABF pop in to your life via e-mail?" Not so much. That's a choice. HP also gave someone the creativity to invent the delete button and gave you an index finger to use it .
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If we think that miracles are normal, we will expect them. And expecting a miracle is the surest way to get one.
