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First of all I would like to Thank you all for your responses to my earlier posts. There was a lot of ESH in those posts, so thank you very much.
The EXABF sent me a response to my email where I asked him if there was a reason he decided not to post my comment. He responded with "no particular reason". I am BEYOND infuriated with him at this point and really thinking that this isn't worth my time or energy to even want to try again. Obviously I am not worthy of him posting a comment from me on his page, yet soooooooo many others are. WHAT A JERK!!!!! He should be working on regaining my trust and love after what he has done in the past couple of months and what is he doing? He is acting like an A#@!!!!
As soon as I can gather my anger enough he is going to get a response......one that simply says I understand and won't bother wasting my time or yours sending anymore.
I am going to step back from it all for a bit. I really at this point don't think there is anything here worth my effort and if we can't even make it four days without an argument, we don't stand a chance.
I am just so angry I could explode right now!!! Thanks for listening shelly
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Put down the magnifying glass and pick up the mirror!
Shelly, sometimes it is good and necessary to explode. I just did with an email to a friend regarding my AD.
Sometimes, I wonder if the people that hurt us so, ever wake up and smell the coffee. Do they ever realize what a good thing they had and threw it away. Amazing.
No one deserves to be rejected time and time again. You deserve better treatment than this.
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Clara
------------------------------------ What don't kill you, makes you stronger!!!
NOW YOU'RE THINKING! It certainly is not worth wasting any more of your time. Step back, as you, yourself suggested. You might step on something WONDERFUL!
Diva
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"Speak your truth quietly and clearly..." Desiderata
