Well after yet again, Lettimg my Abrother, put a wrench in my wonderful day that I had yesterday, I have spoked to my husband and if we have to move it.. "the trailor" we have to move it, either way, when my commitment to my Afather-R.I.P. is up in June, then that is the day that I will worry about what it is that I have to do with the rest of his belongings, including the Trailor that was so caringly Handed to my Abrother by me! So to better tomorrows...I am still disappointed in his actions, I am still agravated that he can't see thru his own rose covered glasses, but I also know that as his Sister, I can honestly say that all I have done, or tried to do, this was my final "Whooo Raahhh" If come June I have to pay to have it moved then, That is what it will be, If come June he hasn't been evicted or put back in jail, I will sign it over to him and walk away from all of it...I can't spend my days and nights worring with what will be next, it is too much for me to take on, and frankly  I Have "Been There Done That" WAY to many times... They say everyone reaches there "Fill Line" and whelp.. I too have reached mine! So that being said and documented and what not... I am leaving that worry for another day... (If I would lapse on this one, REMIND ME PLEASE!) ...lol...
This program and my readings help me so much when it comes to how easy or hard it is to work thru something, I use to sit and stew on things for Days, sometimes Weeks.. But since I had made up my Mind to :Let Go & Let God!!! Well... WOW is that GREAT!...
Dont get me wrong, I am still going to need my MIP family for my down "feel sorry for me days" and my Good days...but even in those moments, I think just knowing that someone "GETS,.... this crazy spiral of reality that one has to live with when dealing with the "A's" in our life... Is nothing more then a blessing to me... I am so grateful to have found a place that Holds me up on Down days and Gives me a gentle Nudge on others...
I just can't say enough about all of you...This road is one that could have only happened with the help and support that I have recieved here, and still do!!!
This has not been easy on me when I am still and probably will be for a while, still greiving the loss of my Afather whom I dearly miss, but I know I have to live for me and get my life back on track... Some days that is just easier said then done...But I have noticed it is not near the craziness I once set in! It is not the Every Day Drama it once was, and my focus is more one were & WHO it should be on... Me... So I can be all I want to be for my Family!

Thanks for listening...
Jozie