The material presented
here is not Al-Anon Conference Approved Literature. It is a method
to exchange
information, ideas, feelings, problems and solutions on a personal
level.
My A hubby and I have been together for 10 years. I feel like our relationship has been an uphill battle. A battle of drugs and alchol, weight (me),cancers, deaths, step children, xwife, child support, affair, mother in law (my A Mom), and I am sure if i dug deep enough i could fine more. All an uphill battle.
I want to be on top of the hill! And I have always had faith that my hubby wants to be there with me too! I know we will get there, together we will. I want the next years of our live to be chaos free. I am aware that we will always have our battles, but I am certin that the battles to come will be far less fierce than the ones we have been through. I have to believe that.
I try my best to live at this moment only and not to project into the future or dwell in the past. This moment is all I have!
Thank you my friends here. I don't think I could have made it through the last 4 months without you. When I first came here I was all out of fight. I had the fight or flight syndrome. I was moving out and leaving my hubby "again". But TODAY I am here, I am thankful for many blessings in my life. I am thankful for my A Hubby! At least for today, I can see the top of the hill!
Good for you! I've been here for a week and this group is so supportive. I know what you mean about an uphill battle. My godfather died three years ago one year ago my dog died and my A is in prison because of his addictions. This year we almost lost our house to foreclosure. It's been very stressful.
