The material presented
here is not Al-Anon Conference Approved Literature. It is a method
to exchange
information, ideas, feelings, problems and solutions on a personal
level.
My husband will be released from the DOC tomorrow. He has spent the past 12 months as a ward of the DOC for felony DUI and bail jumping. He was originally sentenced to 6 months of state provided re-hab and he was kicked of one program, sent to another and kicked out of that as well - as a result he had to spend 12 rather than 6 months....
He is being released tomorrow. In the past few weeks I have filed for divorce. He is not returning to live in the home. I am so.....tense, anxious scared.... I have been having nightmares and breaking out in hives. I am not scared of violence... I just feel so guilty. I feel guilty for saying ENOUGH.... I am feeling guilty for standing up for myself.
I just had to share that and get it off my chest.
I know a lot of you have walked in my shoes, I know I am not alone and I know I am going to be okay. Thanks.