Thanks to those who responded to my post.  I had an OK day
with my mom.  We went to lunch and I treated her. She seemed
to have a pretty nice day!  I struggled as usual but made it through.
A lady at the checkout at the grocery store wished me a happy
MD but I said nothing.  I was waiting for something to happen
yesterday...I felt left out but survived!  I don't know about all
the suggestions that were made.  I guess I am selfish; I only
want a child of my own.  I will probably never be able to do all
or any of the things that were said.  I am still fighting the inevitable.
Forgive me for wanting something I guess I will never have.
That's all I have to say.  I am feeling better than last week.
Thanks to HP I can truly be grateful.