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Life isn't always a fairy tale Life isn't all about fame There are those that cry out in pain There are things that are difficult to explain
She seemed to be free,yet her heart told a different story that you can't see She is trapped within,suffocating herself with the pain It is driving her madly insane
The record player keeps playing the same song over and over in her head She wishes that she was dead Her favorite color is red, the color of release,she is tired of trying to please Her heart is on fire,and with each layer burning,she loses a part of herself
She is in her utopian world where nobody can get to her,the walls are built strong and high with each day passing by This girl isn't who you think she is,she is a prisoner trapped inside a living hell She has a difficult story to tell
You will never comprehend this mysterious,magical being You will never see what she is seeing,or feel what she is feeling
Be prepared if she leaves you,and look at her wrists,and you will know why This girl is prepared to leave this lonely world and die
The memories are haunting her like a ghost,and she is being eaten alive by a host
Trapped inside a box,where it is claustophobic inside,but yet she still cannot hide
He is chasing her in her thoughts,she will never get away He will kill her one day
You will never have the key to her core,so just walk out on her like everyone else in her life,
she doesn't care anymore It won't stab her in the heart like a knife
She will understand more than you can imagine because if you don't walk out on her,she will eventually walk out on you
She won't let anyone inside her,she is too afraid and that was how she was made
The laughter,and the joy turn into a tornado, thoughts flying everywhere spining round and round,and that is when she becomes unknown Her heart can't be mended nor sown
She is easy to find,but hard to keep A rare jewel, in the deep blue sea
And that girl is me
Lauren~aka ash
-- Edited by Lauren ashley at 18:27, 2008-04-05
-- Edited by Lauren ashley at 20:04, 2008-04-05
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