The material presented
here is not Al-Anon Conference Approved Literature. It is a method
to exchange
information, ideas, feelings, problems and solutions on a personal
level.
Amoungst all the nastiness and fog of alcohol....and stress...and finances... just when the stuggles and juggles seem somewhat 'steady'...the road of life get more bumps and holes for travel.
Without dragging my thoughts through the grimey muck of this deep sink hole, I am remembering steps 1, 2 and 3. Letting it all go is such a HARD task to learn...and yet the most basic, needful thing to learn in life. Stress seems to try SO hard to take the forefront of my life...but I simply try to remember that life will be life...and take all of it one day at a time.
Mud is mud. Ain't gonna hurt you....and it ain't gonna kill you. Hell fire, you might as well play in it----it washes off! Right??
So, for now...I'm playing in the mud...and remembering the simplistic joy of making mud pies and throwing them at the walls of pain and torment.
Sigh.....what a relief!! And it all came from my bump in the road!!!
Yours in recovery....step by step, Just For Now
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Keep love in your heart. A life without it is like a sunless garden when the flowers are dead.
