The material presented
here is not Al-Anon Conference Approved Literature. It is a method
to exchange
information, ideas, feelings, problems and solutions on a personal
level.
I am taking my life in my own hands. Spending time with the girls. Applying for jobs. Prepping for a lecture tonight. I am somewhat filled with peace. That "somewhat peaceful" feeling will suffice for today. I am not grinding my teeth. I am not stressed out. I will not ask "what if..." True peace it is not, but a vast improvement from 4 months ago. I do not have to force myself to smile. Life is grand.
This is lovely to hear. After your last post I have been praying for your peace of mind. It seems that my prayer was answered and even if it is only for today that is fine. I will keep on praying for you. Enjoy your girls. Take care of you and lean on your higher power. The more you experience the letting go the more the peace will grow.
Thank you for sharing this, it is great to hear about the good days as well as the bad and they are so important for everyone here for they are the stuff that makes hope REAL.
Heart
Ooops, this is what happens when I cannot find my spec! I have dyslexic fingers!
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"The highest form of wisdom is kindness." The Talmund
Sounds like you are really taking care of you. 
today and I needed some cheering up!!