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HI, Woke up sick, got myself better and came in here. Now have two Basset warmers up here.
I think they love my feather bed and comforters better than me. that is ok, they really do keep me warm....
Life sure is hard eh?I don't feel mine is any harder than anyone elses. Many of you could relate to debilyns path I told ya about.
Sometimes things keep happening, bad things. I believe every time, it hits harder, like something or someone is trying to break me.
But have learned as painful as it is or as scarey as it is it will be ok no matter what.I am talking illness, injury, money, death, pain etc.
al anon, sorry about caps my right hand is actually almost all numb now. anyway al anon really does teach us how to live. ONe foot in front of the other is so simple and when ya feel crummy it works.I also like one i told myself when Iwould try to work or go to school when I was sick to just get my body there.
gads now my lynx point kitten Bizzy is on my chest suckng her tummy...geez I am laying in bed.
I don't know what happened last...but fannie and estersue huge pigs got out and got into everything. so I got up to more to do after that last post.Right now it is NOT funny anymore.I thought I fixed the gate but just did not have the strength to do it so it was rhino proof.
Later that day fannie got out, actuallygot my pickup door open, hopped in trying to reach the feed on the otherside. chewed part of my nice velvet seat off and now I cannot shut my door well and the window won't go up all the way....Oregon is cold!!!
Next I am not sure if I posted it here, this resuced yellow nape amazon parrot came in.He was at the point he would put his foot out to hold my hand.
He started reaching out to bite me..rr so I was getting the cage ready for him to go in. I Had a barrier in front of me, he jumped over it grabbed the left side of my nose bit down cleanthru cartiledge and skin. Just hanging there.
It was HORRIBLE. I could not get him to let go. HE finally did.I was afraid to look. It was bad, I Hysterically called my friend who does bird rescue and she was so nice.
i got myself to er. I told the doc to please put me out of my misery. HE said well we could do that after hours but euth is frowned uponat the hosp.
They again were all sooo nice. I have been in there every two weeks for over a month now..HEY shots in your nose hurt like H. gads and there is a major supply of blood there. the deadening stuff is not so hot going down your throat either..it is also hard to deaden the nerves in your nose.So i could feel him stitch.
I would cringe and let out a tiny eek.
sigh.cute, went dad and my daughter said to put in a nose ring...ya and how many JW's have you seen come to your door with tats and piercings??? haha, it is a personal decision.
Next I woke to fannie again bashing the rabbits cage.It is a very large nice cage covered with tarp and floored with hay as thelionhead boy cannot be on wire...
MY three special sleep under my neck silkies were in there too.thank goodness they were all in the back except my fav... that made me sad and sick.Next thing Iknow here comes this tiny black fluff running towards me,,MOM!!!
Then apparently when that dang parrot got me he had undid my little lovebirds cage. so after my friend and I floated my horses teeth Icame into my dog carrying around a dead Beauty.
I feel a bit better, but this stuff is not helping.
dreamed I had a man in bed with me in an intimate thing...I screamed and jumped up and ran! this was in the dream, i knew I was NOT married and freaked....see how when ya realy are commited it realy is in your heart and head??? nutcase
the bank still does not know who is taking money out of my account. did you know if it goeslonger then six months they do not credit it back to you????
thankyou for reading. please kiss my poor nose...but be careful of my nose ring, love,debilyn
(((((((( debilyn ))))))) & ((((( debilyn's nose )))))
can relate to the string of unfortunate events.. been there myself the last couple months.. and this month pretty much started out the same... but the good news is I did not get my nose bit.... : )
have know others who had money disappear out of their account.. the bank normally has you close that account and open a new one if it continues.... to keep that kind of thing from continuing.. suprised they did not recommend that.. but I would recommend it to you... at least you can have some control there... maybe will start a turn around for you....
the good news for me is that even though I have had my string of unfortunate events.. things are slowing down.. and I am getting a handle on me and what I need to be doing for me... hopefully you can find that with your events too...
an example.. . one of my events was early November my oldest son James (25) commited suicide.. I was able to take some possitives from that... he is now at peace.. he has been so angry and going around with a chip on his sholder for some long because of this disease... I relalized that their were some things in my program that I thought I had addressed that came back to th surface and showed me that I still need to work on them... and it re-enforced that we only have today so make sure we enjoy what we can today.. because we are not promised tomorrow...
I have the flu right now and absoluley no one to call to relieve me. I will have to do my chores this weekend and take care of the dogs. The only thing I can do is bunker down and take care of me. I no longer atrtibute my current situaiton to the A. Thank God I gave up calling him to help. He only ever gave me a mouthful of resentment anyways. I am so fed up with being on my own. I was on my own with the A for 7 years now I am on my own but it has a very different flavor to it than banging my head against the wall with him. I may have only me but I no longer have to deal with his constant never ending never stopping chaos, his friends or his family. For that I am so grateful. I was always totally overwhelemd with him.
And of course you knew that your post would have a calming and soothing effect on me and others of us who don't share your little acre of hell. I am truely blessed at the difference because I don't see myself being that crazy anymore! Closest I came to your experience is the pups and the bird. Our two pups love to be warmed by human heaters at night and so free movement during sleep has now been altered by the concern for their safety. The other is the bird. Spouse bought home two pre-free flight chicks who had been blown out of their nests, the other day and of course I took responsibility. They both died and I had to step up my program to handle the fall out.
Bitten thru the nose by a Parrot...Are there any good recipies for Parrot? (actually a friend recently sent me a joke about that and it was very very humorous.) I laughed when you mentioned your dream man...I hadn't envisioned enough room in your bed for another human being! Try my imagination on that scenario. LOL
You know who I would like to see respond to your post? Kim65. I haven't seen her post for a while.
Take care (of your nose and the rest of you)...Gad I just can't imagine seeing a parrot handing from the nose of anyone...geeeeesh. ((((hugs))))
