i'm starting to see the chaos that was my life on a whole new level.  I hope, dear god, i hope i never become that person again.  it was pain, on top of more pain, etc.  i had no tools to cope...i drank. 

i'm here now, one year later, feeling great in my sobriety.  it works if you work it. and yes, i'm worth it. 

Lately, had to say good bye to some loved ones who still numb it out - no recovery whatsoever..cruel and seemingly heartless, yet again, it's the bottle - and yes, that was me - one year ago. 

how do i forgive myself?  How do i forgive them?

thanks for listening,

christine