The material presented
here is not Al-Anon Conference Approved Literature. It is a method
to exchange
information, ideas, feelings, problems and solutions on a personal
level.
The question why is just one that I keep asking, when it comes out I know in my heart that there is no answer. Things happen for a reason, anger builds up, sorrow has comsumed me. These things I can control, I can ask myself why am I letting it all get the best of me. Then I look at my kids an seem to think ok, this is why.....
As for the loss of life in my life these past few months, it is heart breaking, This past year or about year and a half really, I have walked a path I hate, sometimes I chose the path and sometimes the road was blocked.....
Thank you for the lovely words of hope, prayer and love I received to my previous post....
Here, more aware than ever of the value of these days on this earth we have... trying to make sense of it all, hoping and praying.....one minute at a time..
You have an inner strength and beauty and a strong faith that will always see you through. Your children have been given that gift too. I will keep you and your family in my prayers. Call me if you need too. I'm always here for you. Love and blessings to you and your family.
Live strong, Karilynn, Hubby and Pipers Kitty
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It's your life. Take no prisoners. You will have it your way.
I am so sorry you are going through so much pain. I have no words of wisdom, because there are none. There is only hope........hope for you and hope for your children. God is taking care of each of you in His way. Please give yourself credit for all that you give to others, including your husband and your son's young friend. They left this world having been given the gift of you in their lives. It was their gain. It's painful to go through the loss of those we love, but there is light at the end of the tunnel. God is good and He will let you see that light at just the right time. I have been and I will continue to keep you and your family in my prayers, dear friend.
I ask why and then I know that I am in my disease. There is no answer on most counts except in the case of the alcoholic it is alcoholism. For me and this is only for me, when I ask to many whys? then I feel like I am trying to play god.
Please be confident of my prayers for you and your family. It's hard to know sometimes what God is doing or why He is doing certain things........but when we don't feel his presence is when He is carrying us. Continue to trust God and He will see you through. I care!
