The material presented
here is not Al-Anon Conference Approved Literature. It is a method
to exchange
information, ideas, feelings, problems and solutions on a personal
level.
Yesterday was a H**l Of a day. I have been trying to do this by myself and just reading the board here. Wich has helped alot. Yesterday I lost it. I came home from school orientation (for myself) crying. For no good reason really. Just life in general. I don't cry to my AH anymore like I used to. I can't trust him so I don't open up like that anymore. Well I did yesterday.Not the right person I know. I guess that was my bottom. Today I made the call and got a sponsor. She is starting me on the steps right away. Gave me pages to read and to start on step one. I feel great about this. Even if my AH decides not to stay sober I have to keep my sanity for mykids. Thanks for being here everyone.
That is a great accomplishment! It is so hard for many of us to admit we need help. We think we can do it all ourselves. Admitting we need help is the true beginning of our healing!
