The material presented
here is not Al-Anon Conference Approved Literature. It is a method
to exchange
information, ideas, feelings, problems and solutions on a personal
level.
Okay, I was feeling pretty serene tonight. Then my hubby and I were doing a Yahoo Messenger IM with a friend that lives in another state - He didn't feel like typing so we agreed that I would type (I type much faster than he does) and I would type what he wanted to say and what I wanted to say.
The problem was that he has a "gaming" keyboard which means the keys are not quite where they would be on a normal keyboard so not only could I not type as quickly - but I was typing a ton of errors. It was extremely frustrating.
I wound up spilling my coffee a little (thank God it missed the keyboard) ~ any way ~ it was fine ~ I got the hang of the keyboard and did better -
Mind you - my hubby was not pressuring or saying a word about any of this ~ but I was really anxious.
In the meantime I was supposed to be studying for my GRE exam that I will be taking in a couple of months - so that wasn't getting done.
So - now we are done chatting with our friend and I am wired. I feel very anxious and tense and I can't focus in order to study.
I went from serenity .... to insanity just like that! ugh