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I wanted to appologize to anyone that I hurt or made feel uncomfortable. I am VERY VERY sorry. I was online last night with my son and we went threw something online that made me uncomfortable. I remember a few of my posts that I made that were written in the past. I was really confused back then and believed at the time my A was really out to get me. I had to remove myself completly from the net and get professional help. I was extremely ill and didn't know how much I was at the time. I still have problems with being online but am learning with lots of support from family and friends that in time I will be better. But I know that I was really sick back then and am trying to make amends for any wrong doing with all those that might have been hurt while I was really ill. I have a good doctor who I have been seeing. He is a great help to me and seeing things in a brand new light. I do want to keep going. My progress is coming along and I just wanted you to know I NEVER NEVER meant for anyone to feel unsafe. It was my own insecurity I was dealing with at the time. Alanon is a great program. I have learned some from them and some from co-dependency class. I will try in the future to always show kindness to others and never lash out. I was lacking in interety. I have learned a valuable lesson. That you should never never lash out. I am trying to implement this in every part of my life now. I offer my most humbling appologize for all those that I might have offened in anyway. I can't remove my posts but if someone on here can it is DOn4me and angel (something I can't remember the rest sorry). Thank You for taking the time to read this.
I appologize, Please Read
-- Edited by Please Read at 10:33, 2007-07-01
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I was placed under doctors care for a short time. Again I appologize. I realize now that it might have been my mind not working right at the time.
DoN4me/angel(something sorry can't remember the rest of it).
I am glad you were able to find help. Takes lots of work to come back to feeling comfortable.
I am saying this gently. It still is very hard when someone comes in anonymously and uses the nic you did. Plus for me, I have NO way of knowing who to forgive.
Used to be able to delete old messages but this m. board is not acting like it used to. Does not help i do not have your nic. I will try though.
NO worries, we all go thru all kinds of things in our experience. You did not do anything no one else has not done.
I am so glad you are back. I was just thinking, don4me? was that it?
