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I am miscarrying. I'm pretty sure ah is no longer sober. The phone calls from him while I was in the ER were unreal. He was cussing at me and calling me every name in the book. This is the drinker I know. The nondrinker would have been kind and caring. He took off work at noon and I thought he might come over to this coast to be with me and the kids but he didn't. I guess he thought a drinking binge was a better choice. I had in the back of my mind that he was blowing smoke and I guess I was right. I'm done trying to keep the marriage going and by me getting pg was a comfort zone for him to "trap me" into staying with him. I'm sure that's why he's so hateful because he lost this round. He really had me thinking we were going to have the family unit and he was really trying hard. yea right. I probably won't come around too much because I'm very angry and I don't have anything nice to say to those who stay with alcoholics. I wasted eight years and I can not be with a weak man. I am way too good for that. See ya when I see ya.
You are in my prayers. There are no words that I can say that will lessen your pain -- I just pray that God/HP will suround you with those who love and care for you during this time.
I am so so sorry to hear what a painful hand life has dealt you recently. I am so sorry to hear that you are facing such tremendous losses. I hope you will reach out to us when you need to be comforted and vent as needed.
I am so sorry for your loss. I understand your anger. Just remember we are here for YOU. Not HIM. When you need us we will be here. Be kind to yourself, you are going thru alot. Much love.
I'm so sorry, I remember reading your posts awhile back hoping for the best. I had two miscarriages myself and there are no words just know that you can come here and say anything you want as far as I'm concerned. You are angry and in pain and I (among others) understand -You are not alone. Please take care of yourself and don't stay away. When people show you who they are, disease or not, believe it. Blessings to you.
I am very sorry, there are just no words for how it makes me feel that you think anyone would feel happy about your pain. You are part of my new family and you are in my thoughts and prayers.
When you are ready we are here for you.
Take care of you!
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(((Friend0fyours)))) Big hugs to you...sorry for your loss. I know you are in a lot of pain right now. I wish i had words to help but know you are in my prayers. your friend in recovery, rosie
I'm so sorry for your loss. I'll keep you and your family in my prayers. I understand about needing to step away. We'll be here for you when your ready. Take good care of yourself. Be kind to you.
Love and blessings to you and your children.
Live strong, Karilynn & Pipers Kitty
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