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here is not Al-Anon Conference Approved Literature. It is a method
to exchange
information, ideas, feelings, problems and solutions on a personal
level.
I know it was y'all. I had over an hour of true peace at work tonight. I was right there focused on what I was doing. I felt good, like myself, "he" was so far from my mind. I actually forgot about him for that time. I know it was because of your prayers and love and understanding. Thank you all. I needed it just to know that I will have it again. To remember what it feels like to be me! Ofcourse, I went right back to that place in my head. On the outside I can pull off being "normal" all the while I feel like my insides are shriviling up. But I thank God for that hour of being myself. Like a glimse of how it will be, how it can be. God's love is filling that huge hole in my heart and your love and support are filling the huge hole in my life. Thank you all so very much and please keep the good thoughts and prayers comming.
Prayerfully, one hour will become two then three, maybe even an entire day, then a good night's rest will come. Little by little, One Hour at a time - One Day at a time - the times of inner peace start to outweight the times of chaos.
Easy Does it, Rita
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No matter what me and my God are going to be ok, even better than OK -
