The material presented
here is not Al-Anon Conference Approved Literature. It is a method
to exchange
information, ideas, feelings, problems and solutions on a personal
level.
I love it, not really at times, when I think (think being the operative word) that I have my life in order. They say that when you think God doesn't have a sense of humor, tell him your plan. I thought I didn't need to read One Day At A Time in Alanon anymore as I don't live with an active A and lo and behold I picked it up today and WHAM there was the reading I needed. I could visualize God, my Higher Power, just sitting up there with a little smile on his face gently, lovingly acknowledging me.
I so needed this reading today. Perhaps it will help you too.
April 16 - When I can finally persuade myself to let of a problem that has been tormenting me, solutions begin to unfold that I never dreamed were possible. This should convince me that any human understanding does have limits -- that there are things I can't figure out by myself. Only then I will let go -- and trust to a Higher Power for help.
Such an experience -- seeing things happen that I did not bring to pass -- should prove to me that another person's actions and fate are not in my hands.
"May I always keep in the forefront of my mind that I am not all-wise and all-powerful. Only God is that -- and it is on Him that I must rely."
I'm so grateful to this site to help my recovery.
yours in recovery, Maria
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If I am not for me, who will be? If I am only for myself, then who am I? If not now, when?