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Well, I had two nice ladies from a small church nearby come and clean my house up some. One did the bathroom, the other the kitchen, and they swept and mopped my house. All I could say was I don't know how to thank you. One lady blurted out--we will be rewarded in heaven.
It was nice to hug and cry on these women.
sometimes I get so down that I can't see the light above. The end to my day was very illuminating. Peace to all
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This is HippieTrippieChick Signing Off
Be blessed and have a wonderful day.
Remember God loves you.
PEACE
Hi Chick , glad your feeling a little more positive . Please find meetings for yourself , your earlier post mentioned that the al anon contact did not seem to be very sympathetic to your cause , there really is not much anyone can do but to encourage you to attend a meeting for yourself , and no most Al-Anon groups do not do `12 step calles the way AA does , 12 stepping is often done after a meeting over coffee or lunch . You mention your lonely I can relate to that but once settled in our program u are never alone again , unless of course u choose to be. Please try the f2f meeting in your area make new friends and recover do it for yourself , your the only one that can . Louise
It's hard for me to accept help from people. I like to give it, but need to learn to accept it. I know when I give it, I don't expect anything in return. I like the "pay it forward" concept. The people I've helped don't have to help me directly, but I hope they pay it forward to the next person who needs help.
I don't know if that lady will get paid back in heaven or not. lol. It depends if her motives were pure (probably were).
Wow - how neat - now for the next few days when you looked at your newly cleaned bathroom & kitchen, you can think how your HP sent you a special blessing just to say "Hi & that you are loved"
How cool is that!!
Hope you continue to feel better mentally & physically with each passing day.
Rita
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No matter what me and my God are going to be ok, even better than OK -
I am hearing a lot of progress in your post. Good for you! Do you realize, you communicated an entire message without spurting out any negativity? That is progress honey! It took me so long to get there it was unreal. Doesn't mean there won't be times when you will speak negative things...something we just have to get out......but when we start to see the positive side of things and that is all we speak of at times. What a huge step in my life to get to.
Hope you feel better quick! Glad you had some help!
