The material presented
here is not Al-Anon Conference Approved Literature. It is a method
to exchange
information, ideas, feelings, problems and solutions on a personal
level.
I done my first chair at face to face last night...There were fourteen people there...I have never read from a book, in fourteen months at a meeting....I had a phobia, a fear of reading in front of any one....And last night I took the bull by the horns...And I done it..Read the welcome, pre amble, etc....
It was amazing....I picked the topic,"Foccusing on Myself"...lol The meeting went smoothly..Everyone was so happy for me....I got loads of hugs...lol
I was told I was a natural for chairing....And I had a glow about me...Also the serenity was looking out of me....
I was NOT nervous at-all.... I was laughing, smiling...I felt good...... People also told me I had some Experience, Strength And Hope for everyone after they spoke....And I had done brilliant...I was on a high after the meeting....lol Go Ally.....Go Ally..
I can honestly say I picked up the courage and strength from this weekends Mip Athon.....I enjoyed that soooo much...I also learned I need not fear anyone, or anything..
"Just for Today" I feel worth something again...
Love you all, Thank you so much for all your support......It means so much to me...