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Hi Everyone - thanks to you I have gotten through another day - I worked yesterday and am here again today (I will not let my A make me lose my job). I actually slept for 7 hours last nite and can actually drink my coffee this morning. I will be attending my first meeting tonite at 7:30 - 11.5 hrs and counting..... I never thought that someone else's words could do so much for me but it has and yep, I still love him and think of him endlessly and cry and cry but then I go on here and it all stops for a minute or two. Here's looking forward to another 3 days than another than another and another...... Thanks again
I can tell you this....I would NOT have made it through to where I am right now without other people. God, my friends and this board were my back bone. I have to say God because I started going to church and found that everything that they preached about I could relate in my relationship with ah. I churched shopped for a long time until I found the one that hit home. I still go regularly so I don't fall back to where I came from. I am very proud of you. There is nothing wrong with still loving him. It only says that you are a very sweet and caring person. If you turned your back and felt nothing then that might be a problem. hehehe. Keep going in the right direction. Good luck at your meeting, I hope it works for you. If you do not like this meeting you can always look further until you find one that you like, they are all a little different. Good luck xoxo
Way to go - just one day at a time - that's all we have to live - and one minute at a time too - before you know it, all the minutes add to hours, hours to days, etc.
So glad you keep coming and so happy you will be getting to a meeting.
yours in recovery, Maria
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If I am not for me, who will be? If I am only for myself, then who am I? If not now, when?
