The material presented
here is not Al-Anon Conference Approved Literature. It is a method
to exchange
information, ideas, feelings, problems and solutions on a personal
level.
I am pleased that my A has finally admitted, again, that he is in fact an A. I wish i could add that he is going to meetings, but hasn't since Sat. I am hopeful that he is on the right track though.
We had an issue with Bryon the other day and I did an unexpected trip to Portland. He is ok now, but really scared me. He goes in for another full body scan on Monday.
I have been trying to keep my business above water. I am finding out how hard it can be to start a business without a bunch of money backing! The merchandise has to sell itself. I really love the Home and Garden Party line, I am just trying not to get too frustrated when things don't go according to schedule. I know God has a plan for me. I just don't know what it is. I do believe I am meant to do this business though, so now, I just have to find the right fit/means, I am not sure. I just know that something is missing. I do know that I need to lower my expectations. I am new at it. It won't be perfect. I am allowed to make mistakes. I just have to allow myself to make them. And not be so hard on myself for making them! I am getting frustrated, and hence, taking it out on others, and that is NOT ok with me. I need to be responsible for my own actions and reactions.
I continue to keep you and your family in my prayers. God will show you the way.....keep trusting. Please pray for my son. Thanks and may God richly bless.....
