Hello all. Thanks for all the supportive comments to my last post. I woke up at 3am, called my A to say hello. He was fine, just woke him up. He had left a message last night for me to call after I went to bed, so I returned it today. I still love the man.
He is here right now. I left him to the living room (finally have a relatively clean house, day after day, thank the Lord!).
I am in here just posting to this group and gettting ready to post to the group I joined specifically on quitting cigarettes. They are real great people.
I made a nice chicken fettuchine (my style), and mixed vegies with a can of diced tomatoes, all with onions, and salt and pepper. This day old bread will really come in handy tonight.
I am not worrying about whether or not somehow he drinks too much and spoils dinner. He will only spoil it for him--missing a special moment. I have to do this for me.

Oh my God. I don't know if I posted this but My A actually took me out on a date Sunday morning. Breakfast at Shoney's. I had a blast! He seemed out of it. Only later did I find out he got drunk later Sunday night, so I did not go to visit him like he wanted.

That is all.
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