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It's funny how months ago I was so bored I felt like I wanted to claw my way out of my skin and now most of the time it seems like I never have enough time to get done all the things I want to get done. It seemed like time droned on and on and now it's flying by and I can't seem to keep up. Just thought that was an interesting observation.
Shows growth, to me. Whenever I was "bored" I looked for people to fix or rescue. Now I realize my own life is a soap opera not yet funded by a major advertiser and not yet broadcast on network or cable TV. Yet.
Hey Girl - let me tell you....funny you should bring this up. When I first moved into my new house last month, I was so busy. I was amazed at my energy and all I was getting done. Now, I am exhausted all of the time and just want to sit around on my butt when I am home. AND I AM SO BORED. Just a BLAH state of mind. I think I managed to put a finger on the problem.....My AH is at the house right now. It was like as soon as he showed up, I lost my motivation to unpack and organize and I am just exhausted. Hmmm. He needs to get the heck out, huh? I am working on it. But yea, the boredom....it is killing me. And I shouldn't be bored...so much to do. It is just that the AH is bringing me down....when I get home at the end of the day, he is there, sitting around, looking all sleepy and it brings me down.