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Well I thought I would give you an update on my six week check post surgery.I told the Doc that I have been having some pain again and it’s like the original pain. He told me that it’s either ANOTHER disc or permanent damage. I have to go for another MRI sometime in March. The reason for the wait is to make sure all the inflammation is gone.
I’m to start PT on Tuesday and I guess we will see how that goes.
My emotional state of mind is not great. I don’t know how much longer I will be able to endure this.Two years of this is more than enough for me. I am trying to be grateful for the things I do have but it’s very difficult when I had my hopes up so high that I would be “fixed”. I guess my expectations were way to high and we all know what that leads to.
I hate to hear that for you shadow. Did the dr perscribe you any pain management meds in the mean time? Has the PT offered you any relief? I hope things come out on the other side.
Easy does there. I know you are disappointed in the results. But the body takes more time than we realize to heal. It can be so frustrating not to feel well. (I see that in hubby everyday due to the pain in his legs, his meds, etc.) Be extra good to yourself. Give yourself the time you need to heal. You didn't get this way overnight. I'll keep you in my prayers tonight and always. Remember it's okay to feel . Just try and take it easy. Get the rest you need. Take care of Shadow the way Shadow would take care of us.
Love and blessings to you.
Live strong, Karilynn & Pipers Kitty
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It's your life. Take no prisoners. You will have it your way.
Will pray that the inflamation goes down and you end up wth a positive mri. Try to relax for now and not think of the worst outcome. Take one day at a time and do that PT. Try to stay positive about this and give it up to HP. Your friend, Serenityxoxoxoxo
. Just try and take it easy. Get the rest you need. 
Take care of Shadow the way Shadow would take care of us.
