Al-Anon Family Group - Al-Anon Family Group

WakingUp · WakingUp

I've mentioned some of this in other posts, but I need (for ME) to do a detailed rundown of what is going on with me and my A daughter. To review: she's been living on my couch for 6 years. She went to three different schools and got neither certificates nor degrees. She is sick a...

confused · confused

I am trying really hard to put what I am learning into practice and I am faced with a situation. One thing I do know is that I am a fixer, I want to jump in and fix things for everyone. This has been true in my entire relationship with my A. When we were first married I pushed to fight for custody of my step daught...

Barbara · Barbara

Went to Curves and my weekly Sat morn meeting. Came home, got movies at Blockbuster and Chinese food for son and myself. Then off to an afternoon chick flick with a friend. Im now in for the night. A husband has 2 friends over drinking in the basement. They have chinese food, shrimp, stuffed mushrooms...

notsonew1111 · notsonew1111

wishing all of you a very happy new year if i dont see you later :)

NottaClu · NottaClu

My A didn't come home from work again. Out doing heaven knows what. I am sure he is at some person's house... freaking out right about now.. cause I am going to go psycho when he gets home... and the day will be wasted in fighting. I think I am going to try something different today... I don't think I am g...

kathykelly · kathykelly

In my last post I went over the most recent stuff about my daughter. Her long trip to Florida to try to live with her dad and when that didn't work, driving to Phoenix to live with her cousin (nice person.) Within a week, she was involved in an auto accident and in the hospital for 13 days.&nbs...

AlaMom · AlaMom

Over the last couple of months I have suspected that my husband has been actively drinking again. However, I do not look for the proof and I do not question him on it. The progression came to a crescendo last night. Early in the day I expressed some feelings I had to my husband - of whic...

gardengal · gardengal

I would dread "Just for today" and tell myself I only needed to make it through tath day. When I struggled I would call my sponsor. Thank goodness she was available. I called her many times. As I became stronger, I practiced other suggestions on the Just for Today card. I love that piece of liter...

athena12 · athena12

I can't put into words how much I miss my mother. She had great difficulty when I was a child being a mother because she was orphaned so young at 11. At that time she had to take on the role of mother to four younger brothers and sisters. She had 7 older brothers and sisters but all were out on the...

gardengal · gardengal

Thanks to all the moderators, and chair and co chair persons,,for making this wonderful , life saving, site available for all of us. ....Continued success for this site, as I have been to several and this one is the best!,,,,,Thanks so much for making this possible,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,...

bobump · bobump

For those that are having problems w/ the Java chat, there are a couple of options for you. Another Java option: http://mipchat.kows.org/ Or you try the mIRC client that is linked at the bottom of the chatroom page. http://www.mirc.com/ The server we are on is irc.webmaster.com,...

Jeannie · Jeannie

Early Wednesday morning my Father In Law passed away. He never regained consciouness since being taken to the hospital a week ago. This past week and especially these past few days I have run the gammit with emotions, starting with guilt. I have fought so much with this man over the years. He enables...

kitty · kitty

This entire year had been a long hard end to a 20 year cycle of depression, anxiety & suicidal ideations. I have done little with myself in 6 years, since I left my ex (addict, husband) ~ but the darkest of my emotional funk seems to have lifted. Maybe my trying to OD has had an effect on th...

toto12 · toto12

Hi. Can't get in again and time for the marathon. Others too? It's the 31st of December, Sat.,about 1:30 pm German time. Can you help? Will try again later. A frustrated toto again....sorry

Flora123 · Flora123

I suppose it serves me right, was feeling rather pleased with self - had no probs with Java - till tonight! When I had tried several times, to no avail, I decided to download mIRC - and, eventually, that is where I am at - I have downloaded and installed, now, I have no idea what to do with it! When I try to...

flumpy · flumpy

right i give up, my brain can't take this !, can i get in or not? twice today i have been in the room chatting and now i can't get in for love nore money (boo hoo). what on earth is going on? never had a problem before, and i know i'm not the only one..... BOO HOO HOO. I'M NOT A HAPPY BUNNY! :furi...

pixel04 · pixel04

You know that phrase in the closing that is read at f2f meetings, the part that says "sometimes quickly, sometimes slowly"? I found myself thinking about that during the last ten days visiting my family for the holidays. I had been dreading certain aspects of this visit, knowing how things usually...

debilyn · debilyn

Been offline for a bit now, I missed our home here more than anything. I needed you all so badly. The disease finally beat me up enough for me to not want to give it any thought anymore. My A is just that, an A. A full blown walking waste of a man. His disease threw me on the floor and I did not even see...

Karilynn · Karilynn

Hi roomies, I thank all of you who have offered me love, support, encouragement, hope, strength and giggles this past year. I couldn't have done this without you! As we leave this year behind, I hope we will be able to leave the past behind us too. This time last year my A had relapsed badly. I cam...

whitie · whitie

I went to my home ftf meeting tonight. and as usual I heard just what I needed to hear on many levels. The one thing that struck me the most was as one lady shared she said that she's never lonely anymore. But in her 30 year marriage she was always lonely! That is just what I had be thinking about today. I l...

Kim · Kim

My A has been in the detox for over a week. We have spoken everyday, it has gone quite well. He had decided that I was the only person that he wanted to talk to (as far as family was concerned) and that was OK with me. His bed date for the rehab is Jan 3rd. Yesterday i went into the city to spend some...

rosie light shines · rosie light shines

When we are reduced to our last extreme, there is no further evasion. The choice is a terrible one. It is made in the heart of darkness ... when we who have been destroyed and seem to be in hell miraculously choose God! --Thomas Merton There are many ways we benefit from a life crisis. Perhaps none of u...

wille · wille

hello to all, feel free to substitute in if a man for if an a: Its from a classmate If a man was.. If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save y...

confused · confused

The manipulations continue, but I am staying strong, at least on the outside. I went to the dr. yesterday, having chest pains and tightness. I had a viral infection about two months ago that caused me to get pericarditis. Well, I guess it is getting worse again, maybe stress, anxiety etc. Ya think? I ha...

JulieLynn · JulieLynn

I posted previously about being depressed about my A. He says he wants to be a big part of my life but I haven't heard from him since Monday. I think the depression comes partly from expectations. At first I thought that maybe my husband and I could be friends but I was only fool...

debilyn · debilyn

loved that. thank you for your wise support. All i give is from hp. talks thru our hearts uno? Well I tell ya it is what I WENT thru. Yep every day has been a bit better, pain is less in every way. Got one of those memory foam neck pillows and finally slept. Kept warm soggy things on my neck, no not...

rosie light shines · rosie light shines

looking back over this past almost 2 years...i have made my peace with me and finally i can "file" my dead parents.....this next year???? will be focusing on me, of course, but PRACTICING what i have learned in this program.....if there is old anger, i shall discharge it and keep moving o...

debilyn · debilyn

You will wish I went away again.... I wanted to add something. IF I get the chance, I will be there for the A when he gets where he needs nursing care. IF it goes that way. I will help him with his dieing. If I get a call that he is gone I will take care of of it. No matter what he did not choose this, ne...

Jeannie · Jeannie

Hi, Okay this is something that is new to me, I have a few questions and I thought maybe someone might be able to enlighten me. Okay I understand that I am not supposed to worry about him, only me, and I am. I am doing whatever I can to take care of the kids and I. I am not obsessing about him, in fact today I w...

mish63 · mish63

Hello Folks, I am new to the forum. Not new to program. I have found Al-Anon to be the missing link to my spiritual quest and to my well being. I have lived with the disease as a wife for over 20 years. My husband has almost 5 years in recovery however we just separated a month ag...

nycbt · nycbt

Last Thursday I exchange presents with my best friend which was awsome got alot of nice gifts. Went to a candle meeting which was very good. It was my first candle meeting. Friday I didn't really didn't do much of anything. got a cd/dvd porble player so I was wathing something my friend gave me all day w...

bobump · bobump

Well I chaired my first f2f meeting ! One of our members had me off the topic hook for the first half of the meeting. :) They shared something which was great and took us to about the midway point. I had something ready which Cilla had shared in a previous post, called Leaving the City of Regret. ...

toto12 · toto12

Dear John/Oz It's doing it again. I know when I see the coffee cup, it's no go. Got the mysterious page "server messages" again. It's Friday, Dec 30 at ´2o:46, 8: 46 p.m. German time. Hope you get it fixed in time for marathon. grrrr anyway, all the best for new year toto...

confused · confused

Even my stupid computer is sick!!!!!!!! Cannot get into chatroom again so I guess that I will go turn on the tv and see if I can get some rest. I truly hope my first post is read I need some ESH>

nycbt · nycbt

Hi Java is not working. I was able to get on yesterday not and now I can't. It is now 1:35 pm aned I still can't get in. I have been trying since 10:00 am.

-- Edited by nycbt at 13:36, 2005-12-30

brenda44 · brenda44

I have been in chat room a few times. Tonight, I tried to join the room while a meeting was going on and could not. Is there something I need to do to enter chat room during a meeting?

jennesee · jennesee

I am hoping someone can help me figure this out, and perhaps help others in the process. I am new to this "codependent thinking" idea and am finding myself very confused over what is "good" to do and what is "codependent". Let me explain briefly. My Mother is very old and pretty ill. Her mind is goi...

kismetstrand · kismetstrand

Who Is Behind The Keyboard Do you remember sitting in a chat room, watching people chat, or even chatting yourself? Do you remember receiving so many forwards that your mailbox was ready to explode? How about receiving an e-mail from someone just searching for a friend. Did you wonde...

notsonew1111 · notsonew1111

today im having a good day. i actually slept last night which was wonderful. went on a date with my a to the movies. really good since we havent been out in a while. so i actually got out of the house put on some makeup and dressed nice. it made me feel good. we saw a comedy that fun with dick and jane with jim car...

mollyann · mollyann

Several months ago, I read something (can't remember where) that suggested to keep track of personal life bank accounts. Just as we make deposits, withdrawals and balance our real bank accounts, keeping track of other areas of life can help to keep us in check. I started a running list that I keep op...

Michele · Michele

Hey everyone! Guess I'm looking to vent a little.... Thought I finally had figured things out. I decided I had enough and started planning to leave my husband..my A. I had reached the point where enough was enough after so many years of dealing with things. This past year has been especiall...

flumpy · flumpy

Hello all,

Only me again, Just wonderd if anyone here knew when the chatroom will be up and running again?

Bye for now, but hopefuly not for long! flumpy.

kismetstrand · kismetstrand

Hello family of choice! Just a note to let y'all know tonights meeting will be on the topics of "Spirituality, Religion and Tolerance" as to how they apply in our Al-Anon program and life. There are some excellent readings in our daily readers (One Day At A Time, Courage to Change, Hope fo...

Cyn · Cyn

I am hitting the going on 2 month mark after breaking up with my ex and am starting to think about all the good things, the last month of out of nowhere craziness, the fact that he was pushing me away the last month - and I am starting to doubt. I am starting to think it wasnt the drugs - it was he just deci...

maresie · maresie

You know I have finally got it that what my boyfriend wants to do on the holidays involves being fed (preferably by someone else) smoking dope, watching movies and lolling around. That's it. It does not include spending time with me, doing chores, planning for new years, reading, sight seeing...

ditto · ditto

By way of explanation, I was raised by a family -- neuclear and extended-- of monsters. They are warped and toxic. And, I have assiduousely avoided all contact with them for years. It is always the best strategy to avoid toxic people. Every year at Christmas time I get a card or telephone call f...

lmt123 · lmt123

I have been trying to get into chat now for the past couple of days, and I am not able to!!!

AAAAARRRGGGGHHHHH!!!

I did update the Java, like John suggested. I had success immediately after tha...

Powerless · Powerless

Hello all. Checking in from the library. This has to be brief because we are on the way to son's doctor's appointment. Holidays are going swimmingly. Thank you for all fo the help. Hope to have computer back soon so I will fill you in more. Will check in on Friday...

nycbt · nycbt

i AM ON A NEW LAPTOP AND I STILL CAN'T NOT GET INTO THE CHAT ROOM.

phoebemoonpie · phoebemoonpie

Hello to everyone. I truly hope that many of you have been having wonderful holiday celebrations. I haven't had a chance to read this forum for a couple of weeks, but I have noticed many posts from people who, like me, have not been able to enjoy the season. It is a very sad and difficult ti...

Cilla · Cilla

Hi Roomies! How amazing that we are approaching the end of another year, or rather the beginning of a new year.... I'm thinking about what happened to some of the plans and goals that I set for myself during this past year that did not come to be. But find myself standing in even more amazement at...

Lauren ashley · Lauren ashley

Drowning in the Water Turning round and round…this is how my life is day after day with not one sound No happiness long enough to last… and left with nothing to do or say I can’t turn back the clock, and can’t make my monsters go away I am drowning in my w...

Rebecca · Rebecca

I just wanted to say thank you. thank you to all the people who have leant me support, constant love and understanding in this website...even when you dont know me pesonally. i am still going thou an emotional turmoiland feel depressed.... i do need a counsellor to talk to. i wrote a big long e-ma...

chris52 · chris52

I know from other postings that others are having problems too. I have tried all the suggestions,rebooting,java updates etc,etc but nothing is working. I haven't managed to get to a meeting in over a week and only got into chat once in the last 9 days. I don't get Alanon meetings here in Turkey,nor do I h...

alanon_2002 · alanon_2002

Hi, I really dislike the holidays. Even though I have someone, we are visiting his realtives far away. I see what a real family is like. I never had this. So I am blessed to be in this kind of family and to be accepted. I thought that when we get back home we can have time for us alone. I did stess this. Bu...

Lauren ashley · Lauren ashley

I have sooo many mixed feelings about everything.My life,my mom,my dad,my granparents,my aunts. I just sit and think of all of them,and I get overwhelmed.I cannot determine when I will think of them,it is just random. I have trouble with people telling me what to do.I am not saying I am a stuck up bra...

confused · confused

I got a little sleep but was restless, obviously. Got up and read the replies to my post. Thank you so much to those of you who replied, it gives a bit of clarity. So this is what I am wondering, can I call the hospital that just discharged him and speak to the Dr. I spoke to him while he was there, they started t...

toto12 · toto12

Hello John, Hmmm Seems to be a hit and miss deal. Only pattern i see is that I can get into chatroom for morning meeting, then mysterious page, "server messages " appears and no chatroom. new: sometimes a big coffee cup appears first with java on it, then i know I will get mysterious pag...

gardengal · gardengal

Now that the year is at its end, I'll take a few minutes to comtemplate the progress I have made and to thank my HP for my growth. What did I do to contribute to my success this year? Perhaps it was as simple and as profound as daring to come to my first meeting or to keep coming even when it was difficult. How...

confused · confused

I am drowning here. My husband stopped by to talk, even though I told him that I was exhausted. He told me that he just does not think he can do it without the boys and I. I have not asked that, just that he not be in the house. He said that when he went through his first divorce he contemplated suicide, knew how...

Topic		Started By	Replies	Views	Last Post
	I'm Not Doing So Good (Preview) I've mentioned some of this in other posts, but I need (for ME) to do a detailed rundown of what is going on with me and my A daughter. To review: she's been living on my couch for 6 years. She went to three different schools and got neither certificates nor degrees. She is sick a...	WakingUp	7	554	Dec 31, 2005 by WakingUp
	carrying the weight of the world (Preview) I am trying really hard to put what I am learning into practice and I am faced with a situation. One thing I do know is that I am a fixer, I want to jump in and fix things for everyone. This has been true in my entire relationship with my A. When we were first married I pushed to fight for custody of my step daught...	confused	4	562	Dec 31, 2005 by leo
	New Years Eve - so far Im doing ok (Preview) Went to Curves and my weekly Sat morn meeting. Came home, got movies at Blockbuster and Chinese food for son and myself. Then off to an afternoon chick flick with a friend. Im now in for the night. A husband has 2 friends over drinking in the basement. They have chinese food, shrimp, stuffed mushrooms...	Barbara	1	396	Dec 31, 2005 by megan
	happy new year (Preview) wishing all of you a very happy new year if i dont see you later :)	notsonew1111	1	375	Dec 31, 2005 by Feather
	I am trying...... (Preview) My A didn't come home from work again. Out doing heaven knows what. I am sure he is at some person's house... freaking out right about now.. cause I am going to go psycho when he gets home... and the day will be wasted in fighting. I think I am going to try something different today... I don't think I am g...	NottaClu	8	471	Dec 31, 2005 by NottaClu
	A Bed (Preview) In my last post I went over the most recent stuff about my daughter. Her long trip to Florida to try to live with her dad and when that didn't work, driving to Phoenix to live with her cousin (nice person.) Within a week, she was involved in an auto accident and in the hospital for 13 days.&nbs...	kathykelly	3	455	Dec 31, 2005 by WakingUp
	Progression is Scary-long (Preview) Over the last couple of months I have suspected that my husband has been actively drinking again. However, I do not look for the proof and I do not question him on it. The progression came to a crescendo last night. Early in the day I expressed some feelings I had to my husband - of whic...	AlaMom	5	471	Dec 31, 2005 by megan
	JUST FOR TODAY, EVEN FOR 5 MINUTES (Preview) I would dread "Just for today" and tell myself I only needed to make it through tath day. When I struggled I would call my sponsor. Thank goodness she was available. I called her many times. As I became stronger, I practiced other suggestions on the Just for Today card. I love that piece of liter...	gardengal	2	526	Dec 31, 2005 by WakingUp
	I miss my mother (Preview) I can't put into words how much I miss my mother. She had great difficulty when I was a child being a mother because she was orphaned so young at 11. At that time she had to take on the role of mother to four younger brothers and sisters. She had 7 older brothers and sisters but all were out on the...	athena12	9	580	Dec 31, 2005 by athena12
	Thanks for chairing (Preview) Thanks to all the moderators, and chair and co chair persons,,for making this wonderful , life saving, site available for all of us. ....Continued success for this site, as I have been to several and this one is the best!,,,,,Thanks so much for making this possible,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,...	gardengal	0	456	Dec 31, 2005 by gardengal
	for those having problems w/ chat, you might consider..... (Preview) For those that are having problems w/ the Java chat, there are a couple of options for you. Another Java option: http://mipchat.kows.org/ Or you try the mIRC client that is linked at the bottom of the chatroom page. http://www.mirc.com/ The server we are on is irc.webmaster.com,...	bobump	4	515	Dec 31, 2005 by Flora123
	He passed on (Preview) Early Wednesday morning my Father In Law passed away. He never regained consciouness since being taken to the hospital a week ago. This past week and especially these past few days I have run the gammit with emotions, starting with guilt. I have fought so much with this man over the years. He enables...	Jeannie	12	712	Dec 31, 2005 by TLC2
	~ New Year ~ Big Changes (Preview) This entire year had been a long hard end to a 20 year cycle of depression, anxiety & suicidal ideations. I have done little with myself in 6 years, since I left my ex (addict, husband) ~ but the darkest of my emotional funk seems to have lifted. Maybe my trying to OD has had an effect on th...	kitty	1	522	Dec 31, 2005 by bobump
	oh no john, server messages again! (Preview) Hi. Can't get in again and time for the marathon. Others too? It's the 31st of December, Sat.,about 1:30 pm German time. Can you help? Will try again later. A frustrated toto again....sorry	toto12	2	434	Dec 31, 2005 by chris52
	I Have Joined the Cant Get In Club (Preview) I suppose it serves me right, was feeling rather pleased with self - had no probs with Java - till tonight! When I had tried several times, to no avail, I decided to download mIRC - and, eventually, that is where I am at - I have downloaded and installed, now, I have no idea what to do with it! When I try to...	Flora123	2	452	Dec 31, 2005 by chris52
	i may blow!!! (Preview) right i give up, my brain can't take this !, can i get in or not? twice today i have been in the room chatting and now i can't get in for love nore money (boo hoo). what on earth is going on? never had a problem before, and i know i'm not the only one..... BOO HOO HOO. I'M NOT A HAPPY BUNNY! :furi...	flumpy	3	539	Dec 31, 2005 by chris52
	sometimes quickly, sometimes slowly (Preview) You know that phrase in the closing that is read at f2f meetings, the part that says "sometimes quickly, sometimes slowly"? I found myself thinking about that during the last ten days visiting my family for the holidays. I had been dreading certain aspects of this visit, knowing how things usually...	pixel04	2	427	Dec 31, 2005 by Maria123
	my journey (Preview) Been offline for a bit now, I missed our home here more than anything. I needed you all so badly. The disease finally beat me up enough for me to not want to give it any thought anymore. My A is just that, an A. A full blown walking waste of a man. His disease threw me on the floor and I did not even see...	debilyn	15	626	Dec 31, 2005 by jo4
	A New Year's Wish (Preview) Hi roomies, I thank all of you who have offered me love, support, encouragement, hope, strength and giggles this past year. I couldn't have done this without you! As we leave this year behind, I hope we will be able to leave the past behind us too. This time last year my A had relapsed badly. I cam...	Karilynn	2	478	Dec 31, 2005 by megan
	Lonely no more (Preview) I went to my home ftf meeting tonight. and as usual I heard just what I needed to hear on many levels. The one thing that struck me the most was as one lady shared she said that she's never lonely anymore. But in her 30 year marriage she was always lonely! That is just what I had be thinking about today. I l...	whitie	4	507	Dec 31, 2005 by megan
	need some help (Preview) My A has been in the detox for over a week. We have spoken everyday, it has gone quite well. He had decided that I was the only person that he wanted to talk to (as far as family was concerned) and that was OK with me. His bed date for the rehab is Jan 3rd. Yesterday i went into the city to spend some...	Kim	3	506	Dec 31, 2005 by Karilynn
	from the brink--- i find life (Preview) When we are reduced to our last extreme, there is no further evasion. The choice is a terrible one. It is made in the heart of darkness ... when we who have been destroyed and seem to be in hell miraculously choose God! --Thomas Merton There are many ways we benefit from a life crisis. Perhaps none of u...	rosie light shines	2	484	Dec 31, 2005 by rosie light shines
	A happy next years (Preview) hello to all, feel free to substitute in if a man for if an a: Its from a classmate If a man was.. If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save y...	wille	0	378	Dec 31, 2005 by wille
	today's latest (Preview) The manipulations continue, but I am staying strong, at least on the outside. I went to the dr. yesterday, having chest pains and tightness. I had a viral infection about two months ago that caused me to get pericarditis. Well, I guess it is getting worse again, maybe stress, anxiety etc. Ya think? I ha...	confused	6	554	Dec 31, 2005 by abbyal
	Expectations (Preview) I posted previously about being depressed about my A. He says he wants to be a big part of my life but I haven't heard from him since Monday. I think the depression comes partly from expectations. At first I thought that maybe my husband and I could be friends but I was only fool...	JulieLynn	3	464	Dec 31, 2005 by Jeannie
	chicken? (c: (Preview) loved that. thank you for your wise support. All i give is from hp. talks thru our hearts uno? Well I tell ya it is what I WENT thru. Yep every day has been a bit better, pain is less in every way. Got one of those memory foam neck pillows and finally slept. Kept warm soggy things on my neck, no not...	debilyn	6	466	Dec 31, 2005 by leo
	after nearly TWO years i am here!!!! (Preview) looking back over this past almost 2 years...i have made my peace with me and finally i can "file" my dead parents.....this next year???? will be focusing on me, of course, but PRACTICING what i have learned in this program.....if there is old anger, i shall discharge it and keep moving o...	rosie light shines	2	547	Dec 30, 2005 by rosie light shines
	ps (Preview) You will wish I went away again.... I wanted to add something. IF I get the chance, I will be there for the A when he gets where he needs nursing care. IF it goes that way. I will help him with his dieing. If I get a call that he is gone I will take care of of it. No matter what he did not choose this, ne...	debilyn	3	511	Dec 30, 2005 by nmike
	What to expect? (Preview) Hi, Okay this is something that is new to me, I have a few questions and I thought maybe someone might be able to enlighten me. Okay I understand that I am not supposed to worry about him, only me, and I am. I am doing whatever I can to take care of the kids and I. I am not obsessing about him, in fact today I w...	Jeannie	7	581	Dec 30, 2005 by vallsb
	New to the Forum (Preview) Hello Folks, I am new to the forum. Not new to program. I have found Al-Anon to be the missing link to my spiritual quest and to my well being. I have lived with the disease as a wife for over 20 years. My husband has almost 5 years in recovery however we just separated a month ag...	mish63	6	519	Dec 30, 2005 by nmike
	Update for the week (Preview) Last Thursday I exchange presents with my best friend which was awsome got alot of nice gifts. Went to a candle meeting which was very good. It was my first candle meeting. Friday I didn't really didn't do much of anything. got a cd/dvd porble player so I was wathing something my friend gave me all day w...	nycbt	2	403	Dec 30, 2005 by nycbt
	Chaired my first F2F, Thanks Cilla ! (Preview) Well I chaired my first f2f meeting ! One of our members had me off the topic hook for the first half of the meeting. :) They shared something which was great and took us to about the midway point. I had something ready which Cilla had shared in a previous post, called Leaving the City of Regret. ...	bobump	4	466	Dec 30, 2005 by bobump
	again "server messages" and no chatroom, help oz (Preview) Dear John/Oz It's doing it again. I know when I see the coffee cup, it's no go. Got the mysterious page "server messages" again. It's Friday, Dec 30 at ´2o:46, 8: 46 p.m. German time. Hope you get it fixed in time for marathon. grrrr anyway, all the best for new year toto...	toto12	1	696	Dec 30, 2005 by DanaAngel
	AAHHHH!!! (Preview) Even my stupid computer is sick!!!!!!!! Cannot get into chatroom again so I guess that I will go turn on the tv and see if I can get some rest. I truly hope my first post is read I need some ESH>	confused	3	436	Dec 30, 2005 by nycbt
	another problem chatroom (Preview) Hi Java is not working. I was able to get on yesterday not and now I can't. It is now 1:35 pm aned I still can't get in. I have been trying since 10:00 am. -- Edited by nycbt at 13:36, 2005-12-30	nycbt	0	354	Dec 30, 2005 by nycbt
	Help? How to join in meeting? (Preview) I have been in chat room a few times. Tonight, I tried to join the room while a meeting was going on and could not. Is there something I need to do to enter chat room during a meeting?	brenda44	3	480	Dec 30, 2005 by nycbt
	codependent thinking and "fixing things" (Preview) I am hoping someone can help me figure this out, and perhaps help others in the process. I am new to this "codependent thinking" idea and am finding myself very confused over what is "good" to do and what is "codependent". Let me explain briefly. My Mother is very old and pretty ill. Her mind is goi...	jennesee	5	1055	Dec 30, 2005 by nycbt
	Who Is Behind The Keyboard (Preview) Who Is Behind The Keyboard Do you remember sitting in a chat room, watching people chat, or even chatting yourself? Do you remember receiving so many forwards that your mailbox was ready to explode? How about receiving an e-mail from someone just searching for a friend. Did you wonde...	kismetstrand	5	669	Dec 30, 2005 by Dolphin123
	feelin good (Preview) today im having a good day. i actually slept last night which was wonderful. went on a date with my a to the movies. really good since we havent been out in a while. so i actually got out of the house put on some makeup and dressed nice. it made me feel good. we saw a comedy that fun with dick and jane with jim car...	notsonew1111	4	394	Dec 30, 2005 by nycbt
	life bank accounts (Preview) Several months ago, I read something (can't remember where) that suggested to keep track of personal life bank accounts. Just as we make deposits, withdrawals and balance our real bank accounts, keeping track of other areas of life can help to keep us in check. I started a running list that I keep op...	mollyann	3	481	Dec 30, 2005 by nycbt
	Confused (Preview) Hey everyone! Guess I'm looking to vent a little.... Thought I finally had figured things out. I decided I had enough and started planning to leave my husband..my A. I had reached the point where enough was enough after so many years of dealing with things. This past year has been especiall...	Michele	7	483	Dec 30, 2005 by confused
	chatroom...again (Preview) Hello all, Only me again, Just wonderd if anyone here knew when the chatroom will be up and running again? Bye for now, but hopefuly not for long! flumpy.	flumpy	5	397	Dec 30, 2005 by flumpy
	Thursday Night Meeting Topics (Preview) Hello family of choice! Just a note to let y'all know tonights meeting will be on the topics of "Spirituality, Religion and Tolerance" as to how they apply in our Al-Anon program and life. There are some excellent readings in our daily readers (One Day At A Time, Courage to Change, Hope fo...	kismetstrand	4	522	Dec 30, 2005 by bubbles1990
	Is this normal? (Preview) I am hitting the going on 2 month mark after breaking up with my ex and am starting to think about all the good things, the last month of out of nowhere craziness, the fact that he was pushing me away the last month - and I am starting to doubt. I am starting to think it wasnt the drugs - it was he just deci...	Cyn	2	435	Dec 29, 2005 by debilyn
	taking it personally (Preview) You know I have finally got it that what my boyfriend wants to do on the holidays involves being fed (preferably by someone else) smoking dope, watching movies and lolling around. That's it. It does not include spending time with me, doing chores, planning for new years, reading, sight seeing...	maresie	9	543	Dec 29, 2005 by maresie
	Cold World (Preview) By way of explanation, I was raised by a family -- neuclear and extended-- of monsters. They are warped and toxic. And, I have assiduousely avoided all contact with them for years. It is always the best strategy to avoid toxic people. Every year at Christmas time I get a card or telephone call f...	ditto	5	457	Dec 29, 2005 by ditto
	CAN'T GET INTO CHAT!!! (Preview) I have been trying to get into chat now for the past couple of days, and I am not able to!!! AAAAARRRGGGGHHHHH!!! I did update the Java, like John suggested. I had success immediately after tha...	lmt123	1	412	Dec 29, 2005 by mamasan
	Checking in (Preview) Hello all. Checking in from the library. This has to be brief because we are on the way to son's doctor's appointment. Holidays are going swimmingly. Thank you for all fo the help. Hope to have computer back soon so I will fill you in more. Will check in on Friday...	Powerless	4	388	Dec 29, 2005 by mamasan
	AGAIN NOT GETTING WITH A NEW LAPTOP (Preview) i AM ON A NEW LAPTOP AND I STILL CAN'T NOT GET INTO THE CHAT ROOM.	nycbt	2	389	Dec 29, 2005 by mamasan
	Sad changes (Preview) Hello to everyone. I truly hope that many of you have been having wonderful holiday celebrations. I haven't had a chance to read this forum for a couple of weeks, but I have noticed many posts from people who, like me, have not been able to enjoy the season. It is a very sad and difficult ti...	phoebemoonpie	4	520	Dec 29, 2005 by mamasan
	Ending the Year 2005 (Preview) Hi Roomies! How amazing that we are approaching the end of another year, or rather the beginning of a new year.... I'm thinking about what happened to some of the plans and goals that I set for myself during this past year that did not come to be. But find myself standing in even more amazement at...	Cilla	0	384	Dec 29, 2005 by Cilla
	My most recent poem I wrote: Drowing in the Water (Preview) Drowning in the Water Turning round and round…this is how my life is day after day with not one sound No happiness long enough to last… and left with nothing to do or say I can’t turn back the clock, and can’t make my monsters go away I am drowning in my w...	Lauren ashley	4	436	Dec 29, 2005 by Flora123
	Thank YOU...you are my family (Preview) I just wanted to say thank you. thank you to all the people who have leant me support, constant love and understanding in this website...even when you dont know me pesonally. i am still going thou an emotional turmoiland feel depressed.... i do need a counsellor to talk to. i wrote a big long e-ma...	Rebecca	4	506	Dec 29, 2005 by kismetstrand
	I can't get to meetings/chatroom (Preview) I know from other postings that others are having problems too. I have tried all the suggestions,rebooting,java updates etc,etc but nothing is working. I haven't managed to get to a meeting in over a week and only got into chat once in the last 9 days. I don't get Alanon meetings here in Turkey,nor do I h...	chris52	2	354	Dec 29, 2005 by danz123
	Holidays are painful (Preview) Hi, I really dislike the holidays. Even though I have someone, we are visiting his realtives far away. I see what a real family is like. I never had this. So I am blessed to be in this kind of family and to be accepted. I thought that when we get back home we can have time for us alone. I did stess this. Bu...	alanon_2002	5	570	Dec 29, 2005 by megan
	Screwed,and fed up...I am done with trying.I give up (Preview) I have sooo many mixed feelings about everything.My life,my mom,my dad,my granparents,my aunts. I just sit and think of all of them,and I get overwhelmed.I cannot determine when I will think of them,it is just random. I have trouble with people telling me what to do.I am not saying I am a stuck up bra...	Lauren ashley	16	680	Dec 29, 2005 by angelinme908
	can't sleep now, more ESH please (Preview) I got a little sleep but was restless, obviously. Got up and read the replies to my post. Thank you so much to those of you who replied, it gives a bit of clarity. So this is what I am wondering, can I call the hospital that just discharged him and speak to the Dr. I spoke to him while he was there, they started t...	confused	5	690	Dec 29, 2005 by notsonew1111
	chatroom again blocked "server messages??"for John (Preview) Hello John, Hmmm Seems to be a hit and miss deal. Only pattern i see is that I can get into chatroom for morning meeting, then mysterious page, "server messages " appears and no chatroom. new: sometimes a big coffee cup appears first with java on it, then i know I will get mysterious pag...	toto12	1	459	Dec 29, 2005 by leo
	December 31st (Preview) Now that the year is at its end, I'll take a few minutes to comtemplate the progress I have made and to thank my HP for my growth. What did I do to contribute to my success this year? Perhaps it was as simple and as profound as daring to come to my first meeting or to keep coming even when it was difficult. How...	gardengal	2	454	Dec 29, 2005 by Robinks
	ESH needed ASAP (Preview) I am drowning here. My husband stopped by to talk, even though I told him that I was exhausted. He told me that he just does not think he can do it without the boys and I. I have not asked that, just that he not be in the house. He said that when he went through his first divorce he contemplated suicide, knew how...	confused	9	778	Dec 29, 2005 by maresie
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