Well, ..  it's official today is the big ol' SCRAM day .. ohhh boy .. this is so going to be interesting.  I haven't been around much this weekend, it has just worked out that way in the evening.  The past two meetings I haven't gotten home until after 10pm.  There are a lot of other things happening that I'm being very good now at least about staying out of the way. 

The next thing is going to be the risk evaluation that he has to go in and do.  I did have a little nagging thought that maybe some of why he's being so nice to me right this moment is because he's hoping that I won't go with him to his evaluation (alanon or not I'm so there) .. for the money we are paying I want to see what we're getting.  Since I don't believe a word he says that has anything to do with the DUI or the consequences of the DUI then .. I will be present.  It's not to punish him, however to give him the best chance of getting help.  At that point it is out of my hands (not that it's not already .. lol .. I can say in my heart I did everything possible) and it is going to be on him.  The tools are available and he has some hard choices to make in the future. 

He is also unaware that I"m registering for school for next semester so that's going to be another hard pill for him to swallow, however it is what it is at this point.  It's nice to know I don't have to say anything right now.  I'm not going to argue with him over my future or the kids futures.  He has set a lot of things in motion I don't even think he's aware of.  Very honestly he has done me a huge favor.  Even if he doesn't believe it he's done himself an even bigger favor, because I'm a much better wife, mother and person after this past year.  I just think he bit off a little more than he was prepared for .. lol.

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