I am struggling this morning. Sleep is minimal. I have been here before. It feels uncomfortable but I do have choices. My Mom dying has greatly effected me if course but now it comes down to me & working the program. I will trust in my Higher Power to help me through this but I have to do the footwork. I know I am never alone. Sometimes I have fake it to make it. It goes beyond just knowing it will get better but I have to believe it. Time will tell. My faith will get stronger. I am convinced that today I have to live one minute at a time. It is another journey to wellness.
Maresie888 said
Oct 27, 2020
I can definitely understand the ine day at a tine mantra.
My bills are sterp.riight now although I hsve months to pay one of them.
I am inrealistic sbiyt pacing myse llk f throygh it.
The holidays are generally a hard time for me. Gettimg through then when zi zm tired snd irritsred will not bd easy.
Nevertheless zi knkw if zi oush through this time there is s lot of light st the end of the tunnel.
I am rooting for you
Maresie
Lyne said
Oct 31, 2020
{{{Hoot Nanny}}} The 4 yr anniversary of my mom's death is on Wednesday. Your loss is new. You have my utmost sympathy. My 15 yr old dog has serious heart and kidney issues. I am already grieving her loss and cried on and off the other day for the entire morning. A new loss (or anticipation) can stir up all the old ones. I truly understand and yes recently I'm taking one minute at a time or one hour at a time. I led my zoom F2F on Tuesday night and read and spoke on "hope." Hope to feel better, right?
Maresie888 said
Nov 1, 2020
I understand the issue with strugglimg. My bills are directly affecting my future olans at the moment. Paying them down is going to be painful
I have to knuckle down with that for a few months
Tough times
Losing a parent is huge at any age
This is an enormous transition
Being un theraoy has really helped me i highly recommend it
I can definitely understand the ine day at a tine mantra.
My bills are sterp.riight now although I hsve months to pay one of them.
I am inrealistic sbiyt pacing myse llk f throygh it.
The holidays are generally a hard time for me. Gettimg through then when zi zm tired snd irritsred will not bd easy.
Nevertheless zi knkw if zi oush through this time there is s lot of light st the end of the tunnel.
I am rooting for you
Maresie
I understand the issue with strugglimg. My bills are directly affecting my future olans at the moment. Paying them down is going to be painful
I have to knuckle down with that for a few months
Tough times
Losing a parent is huge at any age
This is an enormous transition
Being un theraoy has really helped me i highly recommend it
Maresie