Things are finally calming down. My last post was awhile ago because I didn't want to temp fate. My former MSW was in a car accident that killed his son & left him pretty banged up. So, the thing is that I cried the Friday after it happened & was sure that he wouldn't make it. He seems to be doing OK. I just needed to know that & at first I didn't know much. He had to get surgeries on what I am not sure. Anyhow, that experience made me think of how precious life is. And how important things are. I have too many things & they are weighing me down.
I feel a lot better too because I have been sleeping better & I haven't been taking extra sleeping meds. My life is a lot smoother also because my AH & I have had too many deep & painful discussions he calls arguments. I am not constantly walking on egg shells. That is a subject I am actually good at. I have been doing it so long that it has been easy to do but very detrimental to myself. My health matters more than a lot of things. So, the point I am trying to make is that I have this awful shortcoming.
Kathleen
hotrod said
Aug 27, 2019
Thanks for the fantastic update Kathleen.
a4l said
Aug 27, 2019
You sound clear and strong. Glad to see you again, wishing you a good day.
Iamhere said
Aug 27, 2019
(((Kathleen))) - I am sorry for your loss. I so agree - life is precious! I was reminded that 'More will be revealed' in your self-awareness! I so agree that you sound clear and strong - keep working it and keep coming back!
Things are finally calming down. My last post was awhile ago because I didn't want to temp fate. My former MSW was in a car accident that killed his son & left him pretty banged up. So, the thing is that I cried the Friday after it happened & was sure that he wouldn't make it. He seems to be doing OK. I just needed to know that & at first I didn't know much. He had to get surgeries on what I am not sure. Anyhow, that experience made me think of how precious life is. And how important things are. I have too many things & they are weighing me down.
I feel a lot better too because I have been sleeping better & I haven't been taking extra sleeping meds. My life is a lot smoother also because my AH & I have had too many deep & painful discussions he calls arguments. I am not constantly walking on egg shells. That is a subject I am actually good at. I have been doing it so long that it has been easy to do but very detrimental to myself. My health matters more than a lot of things. So, the point I am trying to make is that I have this awful shortcoming.
Kathleen