im grateful to be where im at today in life moving forward,
im content with myself,i been managing things pretty well,
I plan on enjoying the outside nature again today because I know I can,
this desease is insidious,
I get a knock on my door every morning from bro,ive been answering ,this am I chose not to ,I was busy.
he isn't hasn't been being honest with me about anything,lies,
I don't call him on it ,more lies follow,so what do I do or handle this sit.? don't know how to talk to him itend to get angry then react,its all so unexpected when he pops up out of nowhere daily ,gets old hearing him talk ,don't know what to believe n what not to believe,hard to keep the focus on myself ,his drama chaotic life is more than I can deal with.....
hotrod said
Mar 20, 2019
((LU))) Keep taking care of yourself and turning bro over to HP . Thanks for the update
Iamhere said
Mar 20, 2019
Hang in there (((LU))) - thoughts and prayers continue!
JerryF said
Mar 20, 2019
(((((LU))))) A good sponsor and home group was very good help for me. I could and did place my peace of mind and growth on the table of my home group meetings. I learned also to decide when, where and how much time I would spend with my alcoholic/addict because of how quickly my disease could take me out.
Keep coming back sister. ((((hugs))))
lookingup said
Mar 20, 2019
Thank you Betty,iah and Jerry for the caring,and inspiring words,,,,,,,((((((hugs)))))))
PosiesandPuppies said
Mar 21, 2019
Sending you hugs, & support LU! Letting go is so darn hard!
Keep taking care of yourself... I am going to second Jerry here... a good sponsor was a Godsend for me... when something "popped-up" I could either call or text her. It kept me focused on me and what would be my next right step.
Peace to you!
lookingup said
Mar 21, 2019
Thanks pp for the kind words,
I do have a great sponsor ,we work great together,
Thing is this has been an constant ongoing sit with me,
I call on my sponsor mist every day,
She is an ole tymer plus,
I'm glad I'm glad I brought all this to here so as to give my sponsor some relief and get diff.views into my sit.
I accidently posted my ga here,I meant for it to go to my sponsor ,it was like oops,lol,glad it did come here,great esh I'm getting....hugs lu
Bo said
Mar 22, 2019
We have our program to turn to...Acceptance...Surrender...Let Go.
im grateful to be where im at today in life moving forward,
im content with myself,i been managing things pretty well,
I plan on enjoying the outside nature again today because I know I can,
this desease is insidious,
I get a knock on my door every morning from bro,ive been answering ,this am I chose not to ,I was busy.
he isn't hasn't been being honest with me about anything,lies,
I don't call him on it ,more lies follow,so what do I do or handle this sit.? don't know how to talk to him itend to get angry then react,its all so unexpected when he pops up out of nowhere daily ,gets old hearing him talk ,don't know what to believe n what not to believe,hard to keep the focus on myself ,his drama chaotic life is more than I can deal with.....
(((((LU))))) A good sponsor and home group was very good help for me. I could and did place my peace of mind and growth on the table of my home group meetings. I learned also to decide when, where and how much time I would spend with my alcoholic/addict because of how quickly my disease could take me out.
Keep coming back sister. ((((hugs))))
Keep taking care of yourself... I am going to second Jerry here... a good sponsor was a Godsend for me... when something "popped-up" I could either call or text her. It kept me focused on me and what would be my next right step.
Peace to you!
I do have a great sponsor ,we work great together,
Thing is this has been an constant ongoing sit with me,
I call on my sponsor mist every day,
She is an ole tymer plus,
I'm glad I'm glad I brought all this to here so as to give my sponsor some relief and get diff.views into my sit.
I accidently posted my ga here,I meant for it to go to my sponsor ,it was like oops,lol,glad it did come here,great esh I'm getting....hugs lu
One day at a time.