I have been missing my mom lately. I haven't talked to her in sometime. It is going to get cold here & I may feel the coldness the most. My mom is safe in a hospital & has not contacted me at all. I had to find out from a friend where she is. I am suffering from a bit of guilt getting rid of her stuff & being a part of sealing her fate. No I don't think I am wiser than God. He knows what she needs & her needs will be met. I am struggling w the past present & future. Sometimes I feel nervous for myself. I am going to have to practice the Program full force if I am going to stay sane.

((kathlen)) Prayers and positive thoughts continue.

(((Hoot))) - hang in there and I too am sending tons of positive thoughts and prayers your way....I do believe your plan to lean into the program is a great one - has never failed me before!!

((( Hugs))) I relate, as the anniversary of my Mom's passing was a few weeks ago and my Dad's is tomorrow. I miss them so much and I've been feeling a little uncertain and vulnerable the past few weeks. Doing my best to be gentle with myself. Sending you positive thoughts and prayers.

Hugs and prayers too HN. It is a hard thing going through and dealing with the personal items during times like you are dealing with. So glad you are here!