VERY SCARY FEW DAYS. ER TRIP/STRESS TEST/DOC VISIT. gUESS MY CALM AND SERENITY RAN OUT. DOC SAYS IM VERY STRESSED AND TRYING NEW MEDS. HE SAYS IM SCARED BECAUE IM 60 AND HAVE NO SAFETY NET. IM MOVING IN BOYFRIEND,S HOUSE, HAVE VERY LITTLE MONEY,UNEMPLOYED, OUT OF UNEMPLOYMENT,HAVE A WELFARE FOOD CARD AND MED-CAL ONLY. I HAVE DONE SO WELL THIS PAST YR WITH HARDLY AN ANXIETY WHIMPER....WAITING FOR DISABILITY THAT I KNOW IM NOT GETTING. IM NOT ON PITY POT, JUST REPORTING WHAT IM GOING THROUGH..........................
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Jerry F said
Mar 23, 2017
((((YARN)))) I know those shivers myself from the past along with what I learned to keep them beyond arms length. I am metaphorical...I see life in the process of pictures...mental pictures and movies and slides which gave my recovery life and still does. One of the best slide shows I've had in recovery is the one where I climb up into the open arms of my HP and sit in his lap and allow myself to just be held softly. I am in my 70ies and it still works...I won't ever not be my HP's child that is unconditionally loved and cared for. When I do this my whole system...mentally, emotionally and physically calms down. Wish it for you.....((((hugs))))
SerenityRUS said
Mar 23, 2017
I'm so sorry .. I hope you get some answers all the way around. Things work out the way they are suppose to hang on to this too shall pass .. Hugs
shrnp said
Mar 23, 2017
I am sorry you are going through this. I am on disability and I remember what it was like waiting to get it. Trust in your higher power.
a4l said
Mar 23, 2017
Prayers going out for you Alyce. Transitions are a hard test.
hotrod said
Mar 23, 2017
((Alyce)) Positive thoughts and prayers on the way.
Iamhere said
Mar 24, 2017
(((Alyce))) -I too am sending you positive thoughts and prayers....so sorry for this stage and phase - remember that this too shall pass!
lookingup said
Mar 24, 2017
((((((Alyce))))))) Great esh given here.
Stan1 said
Mar 24, 2017
((((Alyce))) from one who has been to ER many times with stress and heart issues....healing thoughts and prayers. It is scary when you ate in ER and the are hooking you up with wires and monitors and poking and probing. Often they give you a warm blanket and it helps me to think that is HP wrapping his arms around me. Hope your new meds ease the anxiety and you can lift your spirit.
Stan1 said
Mar 24, 2017
Oh my.....meant (are in ER) although eating there can sometimes be scary too....lol
bud said
Mar 24, 2017
understand completely sending prayers and positive thoughts
VERY SCARY FEW DAYS. ER TRIP/STRESS TEST/DOC VISIT. gUESS MY CALM AND SERENITY RAN OUT. DOC SAYS IM VERY STRESSED AND TRYING NEW MEDS. HE SAYS IM SCARED BECAUE IM 60 AND HAVE NO SAFETY NET. IM MOVING IN BOYFRIEND,S HOUSE, HAVE VERY LITTLE MONEY,UNEMPLOYED, OUT OF UNEMPLOYMENT,HAVE A WELFARE FOOD CARD AND MED-CAL ONLY. I HAVE DONE SO WELL THIS PAST YR WITH HARDLY AN ANXIETY WHIMPER....WAITING FOR DISABILITY THAT I KNOW IM NOT GETTING. IM NOT ON PITY POT, JUST REPORTING WHAT IM GOING THROUGH..........................
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((((YARN)))) I know those shivers myself from the past along with what I learned to keep them beyond arms length. I am metaphorical...I see life in the process of pictures...mental pictures and movies and slides which gave my recovery life and still does. One of the best slide shows I've had in recovery is the one where I climb up into the open arms of my HP and sit in his lap and allow myself to just be held softly. I am in my 70ies and it still works...I won't ever not be my HP's child that is unconditionally loved and cared for. When I do this my whole system...mentally, emotionally and physically calms down. Wish it for you.....((((hugs))))