I finally texted my AS yesterday, told him that if he didn't call me (not text) by noon today that I was going to call in for a well check.  He called me at 5:30 this morning.  He was very angry at first telling me that if the cops came it would mess up this living situation.  Hmmm, what does that mean? Oh that maybe something illegal is going on?  He calmed down after a few minutes.  How do I handle this?  My higher power (god) has led me to this day and I pray he is in the driver seat tonight.  I know he won't leave his life; I told him I have accepted his choice.  Also told him I don't agree with it but I do want some kind of a relationship.  I am picking him up for dinner in about 2 hours.  I don't even know what our conversation is going to look like.  My higher power (god) has led me to this day and I pray he is in the driver seat tonight.  I know he won't leave his life; I told him I have accepted his choice.  Also told him I don't agree with it but I do want some kind of a relationship.  More to come but prayers are welcomed.

Beth