Having recently been through a tough period of growth and out pouring of inner poison that had been stuck inside me festering and rotting. Stinking!
I wanted to share that now a few days later a great feeling of lightness, cleanliness has settled in.
Like I have scrubbed out the muck and dirt inside me.
I feel light as a feather. Very strong too. Strong in a beautiful, flexible, warm strong gentle way. Not strong in a harsh rigid cold way.
It had started to settle down in me then last night an enormous outpouring happened to my sponsor. it was a vomit of poison coming out of my depths. Sorry to be so indelicate but I want to share an accurate description.
I felt dreadful, then suddenly. It was gone. I was empty and clean.
Free.
This has been by far the hardest part of my journey so far. Very worth it though. I am very grateful.
Onwards. Smile. Thank you all for being here.
-- Edited by Calm Lady on Thursday 8th of December 2016 04:21:34 AM
milkwood said
Dec 8, 2016
Thank you Calm Lady,
I feel moved by your words and reassured by the serenity that is filling the space you've made. Powerful share.
hotrod said
Dec 8, 2016
Great ESH Calm lady I can identify . Glad that you have a sponsor to share the journey with.
Iamhere said
Dec 8, 2016
(((Calm Lady))) - powerful share - thanks for being a part of my journey!
Having recently been through a tough period of growth and out pouring of inner poison that had been stuck inside me festering and rotting. Stinking!
I wanted to share that now a few days later a great feeling of lightness, cleanliness has settled in.
Like I have scrubbed out the muck and dirt inside me.
I feel light as a feather. Very strong too. Strong in a beautiful, flexible, warm strong gentle way. Not strong in a harsh rigid cold way.
It had started to settle down in me then last night an enormous outpouring happened to my sponsor. it was a vomit of poison coming out of my depths. Sorry to be so indelicate but I want to share an accurate description.
I felt dreadful, then suddenly. It was gone. I was empty and clean.
Free.
This has been by far the hardest part of my journey so far. Very worth it though. I am very grateful.
Onwards. Smile. Thank you all for being here.
-- Edited by Calm Lady on Thursday 8th of December 2016 04:21:34 AM
I feel moved by your words and reassured by the serenity that is filling the space you've made. Powerful share.