It seems to me that sometimes I find myself needing more. I guess I always wanted more. I can't believe that I never got it until recently. I always thought that that didn't apply to me. I am in the process of letting go of some things. I think there is an app called Let it go! I wonder if I really can. I have mentioned this before I know. But to the people that don't know me: I didn't have a whole lot growing up after my parents got divorced. This is definitely a sign that I need to look at some of my old ideas & habits. I am sure that if I do, I will find deep-rooted things that I need to change. I am sitting here thinking. I noticed a while back that I have no internet of my own. I have been dependent on the library for years. I have been using my tablet only on WI-FI. I am quite sure that it doesn't bother anyone else but me. I still feel like I am taking advantage of free services. At least I can buy something at our local coffee shops.

I don't know why I just mentioned all these things. I really wasn't intending to throw out some of my stinking thinking. Maybe next time I go on here, I will try to be more quiet in my stories. I am not equipped to Let It All hang out.

Kathleen