going through an emotional rollercoaster today. woke up in a good mood, almost estatic. played some upbeat music, ..then suddenly i was in tears,mourning the end of my marriage. entirely my choice and a good oe..BUT its soo sad. for so many reasons. 25 yrs in which i didnt grow,go to school or further myself, a waste, such regret.Tomorow is Yom Kippur[the day of attonement and mourning].maybe im thinking of that also.
dont misunderstand, Im grateful for what i have including all of u and the man who is in my life now, my health and my needs are met.Just making a side trip today into the pity carnival..
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hotrod said
Oct 10, 2016
(((Alyce)) Grieving has a way of sneaking up on us. I am glad that you allowed yourself to feel it and came here to share . This is how we recover.
Iamhere said
Oct 10, 2016
(((Alyce))) - sending you positive thoughts and prayers girl...I agree with Betty - grief tends to ebb/flow when we least suspect it. Remember, as with all things, this too shall pass. Know that we're here for you!
YARNCRAZY said
Oct 10, 2016
thanks gals..my man called and he cant wait to see me on Wed. so is cming over tonite yeah ! I had exited my pity carnival hours ago and participated in my progress parade !
MissM said
Oct 11, 2016
I've been wasting time and money at the pity carnival today too Alyce, lol. Your post reminded me to stop wallowing and start moving forward and now you've suggested a progress parade which is a great visual; I'll try it myself.
Thanks for sharing
Iamhere said
Oct 11, 2016
(((Alyce))) - glad you were able to exit the party on your own terms! Onward and upward - progress and not perfection. Way to work it girl!
going through an emotional rollercoaster today. woke up in a good mood, almost estatic. played some upbeat music, ..then suddenly i was in tears,mourning the end of my marriage. entirely my choice and a good oe..BUT its soo sad. for so many reasons. 25 yrs in which i didnt grow,go to school or further myself, a waste, such regret.Tomorow is Yom Kippur[the day of attonement and mourning].maybe im thinking of that also.
dont misunderstand, Im grateful for what i have including all of u and the man who is in my life now, my health and my needs are met.Just making a side trip today into the pity carnival..
a
Thanks for sharing