I am doing good this welek. I have good days he hasn 't gone drinking. I am working on my step 3. I am setting up to be in mirc/op. If everything goes well I will be one for tom morning.

Here some saying:

"There is no good reason why we should not develop and change until the last day we live."

by Karen Horney

"I'm always making a comeback but nobody ever tells me where I've been."

by Billie Holiday

"Sometimes the most important thing in a whole day is the rest we take between two deep breaths, or the turning inward in prayer for five short minutues."

by Etty Hillesum

Have a good day. Take care of yourself you are worth it. :)

-- Edited by nycbt at 15:09, 2006-01-20

great quotes - thanks!

josey

hey

how are you doing?

my ex begged me to meet him today.... for an important conversation...

when i went to meet him..i knew... he was out of it...high as a kite. and after drinking...

he's gone again....

...cops are lookin for him all over the place....

...i went into in voicemail...and heard all his scumbag friends talking about what money was owed for what...etc.... you can guess the rest..

the cops even rang my house.... i dont need that s**t on my doorstep.

i love him but i hate the disease... i cant live with that... i had no choice but to get out.

i couldnt live my life.... NO TRUST = NO LIFE WITH MY "A"

i need to work on me.

im an emotional wreck....i even break down in tears watching t.v or reading a book.... whenever i get a memory in my head and realise i dont have it anymore....

.but that life is gone..i wouldnt have "my baby back" id have a total monster/stranger that i couldnt trust an inch of.

... a girl i knew was always delighted that her boyf. came home to her every night after being with the lads... hhas spent most of the day in brothels etc.... so hey... you just dont know. (she has since left him..he's in prison now)

thanks for listening nycbt.

rebecca xxxxxx