Thank you, guys who were in the chat room last night, when I needed you, you were there.  Someone told me to take care of myself………that helped me immensely. 

 

He just left about 2 hours ago…I feel relief, regret, sadness….with a little trickle of hope.

 

My “A” and me did Christmas together.  Then he came down again for a visit this past weekend.  He got arrogant, asinine & a total jerk each time…….why?  because he drank to the bottom of the bottle. 

 

Because I took it….

 

I drank too.

 

It’s so complicated.

 

I’ll get thru.

 

Thank you for being here.

 

Christine

Dear Cam, Thank you so much for posting. You may not realise, but, it is so helpful to be reminded of just how horrible things were. You have come to the right place, keep coming back, try to go to face to face, if you can. Nothing changes if nobody changes, you have made a move forward, you are very brave, takes some of us all our lives, sometimes, we just cant face that BIG change. Keep taking care of you, you are a valuable member of this site. Lots of love, Flora xxxx