Hey guys.  I a, checking in from the library again.  Things are okay, or as okay as they can be.  Ex wouldn't let me see or speak to my daughter over the holidays.  I went up there the MOnday before Christmas because his girlfriend called me and told me they had a fight and she would give her to me.  I got up there and she had gone back to him.  My daughter wouldn't speak to me and as I was leaving she told me not to come back.  The two at home are fine.  My son is having some anxiety about the custody dispute.  I dont talk about it in front of him but answer his questions the best I can.  I will be able to pay the attorney later this month.  Hopefully I willo have my computer back then as well.  Husband and I had a long talk the other day about our marriage in general and it went well.  He has been trying much harder as a partner.  Looking forward to starting school soon.  Keeping my head up.  Hope everyone here has the strength to make it through the day.

Keep up the good work! It will work out in the long run.  Trust your instincts with your hubby.  The best predictor of future behavior is past behavior unfortunately.

josey

Dear Powerless, I have been following your posts - you are getting stronger all the time, I can hear it in your voice. It must have hurt, when your daughter would not speak to you - it will pass, just keep the lines of communication open - she is going through a hard time, as are you all. Hope things pick up soon - good to hear from you. Lots of love, and a ((((((BIG)))))))), Flora xxxx