can you tell how nuts im going right now? my a just tried to come home but i wouldnt let him in. and now he left. he is obviously on something right now and now im scared he will do something stupid like harm himself. im wondering if i did the right thing in sending him away. i really need to talk but i cant get into chat.

can you think of a way we can chat. I am up anyway. I just replied to your other post. If you needed to tell him that he cannot come in that is ok. Is he driving? Could you notify the local police to be on the look out for his license plate. Not to get him into trouble, to protect him and anyone else that might be out there. Do what makes you comfortable.